Life is Nothing Without Love

One that I can ever think and always lingers in my mind : WASTING TIME WITH EVERYTHING IN THE INTERNET! there are times when I can't control myself, I go here and there jumping from site to site. And then I'll go : What? Dah 2 jam? I usually stop. . . . . . But it lasts only for few minutes and then I'll start to browse again. How bad is that? You tell me. This really happens when I didn't discipline and motivate myself at the first place. When people do not have any aims in achieving something, they tend to get carried away and might probably lost their tracks, kan? (:

everyday, I force myself to fight back the urge. the urge to text or call you.. . . "When I see your face There's not a thing that I would change Cause you're amazing Just the way you are And when you smile, The whole world stops and stares for awhile Cause girl you're amazing Just the way you are" Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are I'm fall in love dgn lagu nie mse first time denga :) * fly.fm selalu main lagu nie kan ? n I tgk kt wall si dia pun ade gak lagu nih.. maybe dia pun minat ngn lagu nih en... btw, day after day I realized that maybe we have a chemistry *ahaks~ perasannye kn! but.. many things that we are both like and dislike are the same things... =)

hey, you know what... I really miss you... no one else that I miss. only you... seri iskandar! LOL :P i really miss seri iskandar bcz i miss mr.fallinginlove. 

~first thing first thax to my "boyfriend of the day". you safe my life dis afternoon. hahaha... me : its really simple to say past is past, you need to move on to see the future, but how can I move on when my past is the only thing I ever wanted in the future? BOTD: but, the reality is, we could have what is not for us... we could not have it even how hard we try, we prays and we hope. just can't... me : actually, I don't want something perfect, I just want something real. something between two of us, something we both feel.. BOTH: life is all about choices, please make the right choice based on decision...

No matter how many times I denyiest it. I’ll always remember evry detail, moment and piece of memeories with you...

Rindu...itu jelah yg boleh diungkap buat masa ni. Setiap hariku tatap wajahmu,betul ni!!yelah,tiap kali buka laptop terus online..bila online kat facebook pulak mesti nak buka page wajah tersayang ni..

dear mr. falling in love , you know what... my hands get sweaty my tummy got butterflies and i get all nervous just because you came online you may not be perfect in many things but many things wouldn't be prefect without you.. the way you walk the way you talk and the the way you call my name.. it's just beautiful What's on my mind : your voice, your name, your laugh, your smile or everything that's got to do with you

Deep down inside, I am frustrated. I did not want this to happen but it happened eventually. I had never thought about pointing fingers at you but if only that you realize that life isn't that fair and life isn't that easy. If only that you realize that. If you open up your eyes for once and really feel what I feel the world may change to a better place and our lives might not be that shitty. I'm not mad but I'm only frustrated. Please don't get upset with me when my moods are swinging from trees to trees. You have to understand. I am just a girl who is happy to see you and eventually not happy when she is not able to have what she wanted to have regardless whatever shit that is happening. Well, as I said, life is not always beautiful. Same goes with me, same goes with everybody. I'm frustrated and things can never be the same. Deal with that.

OMG....i miss him so much...today i was missing someone that far away from me.. too far n never mind...i will be with you... two weeks to go.... my practical training will finish..all that i know, i wanna go and see him..... i'll make sure i will go to see him.. can't wait for that~ *xsbr sgt nk jmpe mr.fallinginlove ~

If You're Not The One If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my husband? I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this much is true We'll make it t...

I felt horrible yesterday, honestly I still care about and love him. Lots of stuff happened. i already done the “get over him” and “mend my broken heart” goal…but this…still i cant:( i dont know, tho i know in my heart that im over him, im okay without him, ive accepted the fact that he is not gonna come back…but still, i still think about him, those memories…( i dont know why…its hard, but no, i dont want him back..i just missed him, and i think about him…but maybe because he has been special, and i know, he will not gonna be out of mind that easily…so maybe soon…his thoughts will no longer be matter anymore…i hope soon, i’ll stop thinking about him and how we use to be…someday. Not now, maybe never. But I hope for one day. But now-a-days I don't think about him as much as I did before. And I came to the conclusion it is a complete waste of my time thinking about even the possibility of it happening. At the time in my life where it may be possible it may turn out, he's not ...