Life is Nothing Without Love

been having trouble sleeping since the day before. its like my body is tired but my eyes wont shut. sigh! i need sleep!! neways, been hanging out with my bff make me hepi. we could hang out at mcd for 3-4 hours and never stop talking. after that we go to window shopink and do nothing but talk, talk and talk. we can just talk bout anything and everything. ada je topic. well, aLmOst 3 yeArs kot I didn't meet her and lastly we are lepaking at secret recipe before balik. i think we need a little break from each other for few days ;)

Jealousy or envy is a feeling (or emotion) people get when they want what others have. This is a negative feeling. When someone is jealous of someone else, he or she usually dislikes the other person.These particular emotions are usually caused by a person having a certain object or quality which you desire but can't obtain. Cemburu..... Jealous.... itu memang SIFAT yang tedapat dalam diri seorang WANITA... itu LUMRAH.. bukan sengaja kami nak cemburu buta terhadap insan yang bernama LELAKI...tapi kalau da SAYANG.. perasaan itu akan datang dgn sendri nyer.. kami x pernah PINTA sifat CEMBURU itu untuk hadir dalam hidup kami.... OMG!!! N0w i'm in jeal0usy m0od.. U kn0w what, mr.fallinginlove wishing a hepi besday wishes f0r one 0f my x-classmate using w0rd ''baby''.. ''happy birthday baby.'' SERIOUS SPEAKING... i'm very3 jeal0us k0t! tp wt abiskn msa td0 je. I je y rsa, pdahal dia x rsa ape pun.. I must try t0 sleep. T0m0rr0w i hav a d...

OMG!!! yOu know what, I miss him so much... but I can't text him. . .I just miss him so much I dont know why. I really dont quite know what to say. I just met him last two weeks. And now, what? I miss him so much that's the only thing I can say as of now. I don't know if this is for real or not, but all I know is I'm happy that I have him for a moment, and that's all the matters now. his getting too busy lately... but, yeahh..as i love you deeply.. i miss you badly.. his day was full with assignment and preparation for his exam... hmmm...abOut 3 days his not online..but today his update his facebook status.. I feel so happy even I just read all the comments in his page... you know what, i always look at his page when I miss him... and I dont know whether he know or not... hee... I miss you so much sir ***** *******

why do i still feel the same? like nothing has change. its still the same old same old things. except that im a bit happier than what i used to be. its not like im not grateful for everything that i have now, its just that.. i think i expected a lot more than this. im not used to this kind of situation. kinda sick of it but gotta hang on to it. sigh. i need to get away from here. away from everything and everyone. go on a vacation or something, somewhere beachy so that i can clear my head. i think its coming back. or maybe im thinking too much.

anyways, its a tradition that whenever its a school holiday there will be a bunch of wedding being held all around. so recently i stumbled upon someone's blog and she just got married with the same guy that she was with when i first knew her. saw the pictures and video from her wedding, it was so beautiful and I sangat jealous. so now whenever i see pics of people that i know getting engaged or married, i feel sad & super jealous. cause i wanna get marry too! few years back, i was not the type of girl that wants to get marry early or even thought of getting marry. if someone were to asked me then when will i get marry, my answer will be "never kott". but i met someone that i saw myself marrying, have kids and future with that change my whole perspective towards marriage. however shit happened and it made me want to get marry even more just to get over the single life and not having to go through the "getting to know" phase. so.. yeah... lets get married!! ...

mr.fallinginlove... whoever you are, ~only you can make me feel this way.

Ceh,tajuk entry ialah lirik lagu.haha~ sangaaat suke lagu ni.. tgh gileee ngan lagu ni. . rase mcm best je bile ada laki nyanyikan lagu ni utk I. makin lame,makin ramai kawan2 yang kawin n tunang. sume tu sebaya lak tu! kadang2 I terpk gak, mcm mane la mereka2 ni mengumpul duit.. I ni mcm susah je..huh~ tp pk2 balik,mungkin jodoh mereka dah sampai. sonang cite..hehe. lagipon bile pk2 balik, I ni dh la nk mcm2.. sO kne kumpul duit utk 'mcm2' yg I nak tu. hahaha~ tp xpe,kumpul je mane yang termampu. if jodoh dah sampai,langsung jugak nnt.. tp I ni lain skit,kekadang rase mcm nk kawin cpt. kekadang rase mcm nk kawin lambat. ape kene nye ntah I bleh terpk cmtu.huhu.. tp btul tau,nape ntah kekadang I rasee mcm nk kawin lmbt.. nak enjoy,nak lepak2 lagi. nak kejar dlu cita2.. nk dptkn dlu ape y I nk dlm idup nih... klau dah jodoh x kemana kn... isk,biar je la.tungguuu je la nnt.haha~ "For the rest of my life, I'll be with you, I'll stay by your side honest and true, Till ...

do you have any idea how it feels like when you really feels like telling a person what she or he should know? the feelings and the heart ache inside you when you cant let it out.. its like something stuck in your chest you wish you could just shout it out loud! but when you choose not to tell them, then you won't be at peace yourself and you just wanna tell them for the sake of them, not for your own benefit.. why do you still feel as if its a burden for them to know about it?? i honestly have no idea what am i talking about right now.. coz i dunno if there is a right word to say it.. but i will say it one fine day..

First thing first, I really don't know what I should write.So, i was thinking about a few random topics,FRIEND, FRIENDSHIP! LOL! okay i gonna write something about this! I know the word FRIENDSHIP is very cliche enough to be wrote but it's okay though...^^ I was google-ing to find a few poems and quotes over the cyberspace about FRIENDSHIP, so i got a bunch of them, what a relief...from the poems above --->you are my friend, my companion, through good times and bad,my friend my buddy, through happy and sad,beside me you stand, beside me you walk, you are there to listen, you are there to talk,with happiness with smiles, with pain and tears, i know you will be there, through out the years! This poem is so amazing, it contains a lot of meaning, i wonder if there is a friend of mine would think the same way like the poet does...hurm... i will be very happy if everybody thinks the same way like the poet does. This poem is so pure, a friend's feeling toward another. "My ...

I love how you look at me funny when I say something stupid. I love how you make me happy. I love how you smile when I see you. I love how you laugh when I say something random, or stupid. I love the face you make when I snort when I laugh. I love how you ask me if I’m alright when I cant stop laughing. I love how you make me feel. I love how you say sweet things to me. I love how I can talk to you for hours about anything, and you listen, and I listen. I love how I get nervous when I see you, but feel more comfortable with you than I do with anyone else. I love how you insist everything will be alright, and make me feel at ease. I love everything about you mr.falling in love

entah la, rase macam dah tade kawan. kalau hari hari hidup online je. type je sampai pro sampai salah type sampai pening whatever. dah tuka topic. hee. tak tau la sape yang bace blog ni, hoho. here we go, ni cerita lama which is last semester, take note. kadang kadang tu rase macam, susah sangat nak cari kawan, yang betul betul kawan. close friends? BANYAK. tayah cakap la kan. best friend? SIKIT. adela certain people yang saye anggap dia best friend forever la mcm tu, tapi tatau la kan bagi dia. 1st situation susah kot kalau kita dah start rapat dengan someone tu, and all of sudden dia rapat dengan orang lain sampai ignore kita macam kita ni dah tak wujud je. sakit hati kan? fikir balik, mungkin kita bukan kawan yang baik untuk dia, dan dia bukan kawan yang baik untuk kita. cari je yang lain, banyak lagi. yeah, better think positive dari terus rase sakit hati kan? 2nd situation perempuan dengan lelaki, susah nak jadi best friend sebenarnya. well, rintangan dan halangan, etc. haha. mean...

peeps, I've finally met Him. i get the chance to met Him.. i mean my lovely mr. fallinginlove.. weee.. he's busy with his job~ marking papers and we just talk, talk and talk but i miss Him tho immediately when i left Seri Iskandar. haha.. funny.. we had nothing than i just heard Him nagging like always he do. but just so you know, he makes me want to be a better person. He inspires me to do things I never felt I could and he inspires me to success in life.. haha.. and one more thing, dia kata i dah makin berisi.... okay i seriously need to cut down on my sleeping time. coz too much sleep makes my cheek super bloated.so starting from today, im gonna try to wake up early everyday, do something productive and stop myself from having a nap in the middle of the afternoon. need to start exercising, find a hobby or something useful to do and get out of the house more often. need to start diet! so im gonna wake up at 8am and clean up my wardrobe and also the room! need to star...