Life is Nothing Without Love

One of my classmate add me on facebook. This annoying, muscular, poyo guy, i don't really like, Ary. Jalan cover-cover macho, or maybe lah kot dia betul-betul macho. But who cares. I even thought he's gay. Apparently he's not, and he's super super talkative. All of his messages pops up like machine guns. Actually he's not that bad, but that doesn't mean I like him though. He's still a bit cocky to me. The funny part is, he kept call me Taylor Swift. Now I can say he's cocky and rabun. Haha. he's keep calling me taylor when FS told him that i sing a song by taylor swift ~love story.

it's nice to know that you are there thanks for acting like you cared and making me feel like I was the only one~

MARIO MAURER Nickname: Oh  Birthdate: December 4, 1988  Ethnicity: Thai/Chinese/German  Height: 177 cm.  Sibling: 2 (The last son)  Education: Communication Arts, Ramkhamhaeng University  Hobby: Skating

yes, I admit it.. I was jealous.. especially when you do like that like you are intentional to do that in front of me. you are very cruel.... I hate you. sometimes yOu make me feel like a princess but sometimes you make me feel like I'm nothing for yOu. I'm so upset. I know, she's more better than me.. more cuter than me.. she got's all the things that man like. she has her own personality that make you interest to be with her. you know what, i'm not gonna be jealous any more after this. whatever that you do, it's your life and please don't make me feel like princess any more. i hate it. mr.falling in love .. i miss you so much.

today's event yang "ditunggu-tunggu" is over. As a part of protocol bureau i'm very busy.. like a what ha... ke sana sini dengan high heels lagi. memang memenatkan. but even penat i satisfied. satisfied because I think I dah do the best for them. A lot kinds of things had happen today but these things have no link whatsoever to that events. just nothing to do with feelings. yes, feeling. my feeling. I really hate to see one of the girl that very very "gedik" in front of "him".. FS again la. my mood suddenly become unstable due to him and that girl action. sometimes he'd make me kind of do not form je. I was mad when he tnye feedback from one of my friend. masa tu dia tengah cakap something but sudently dia tanya feedback from one of my friend padahal my friend tak pay attention pun kat dia but dia pergi panggil plak. this situation make me think i'm intentionally x diperlukan kat situ. one of my friend plak notice that i was so jealous ...

'suara dengarkanlah aku, apakah aku slalu dihatinya, aku di sini menunggunya masih berharap di dalam hatinya' dia~ sir tau x, sy mmg rindu sgt2 kt sir. smpai xley nk bgtau cmne rsanye rindu sy nih. but at the same time sy hepi bla dia ade ngn sy.. sir, even sy ade dia, tp sy still syg sir.. even dia yg slalu buat hari2 sy kt cni bhagia.. sy slalu igt kt sir. i still love u mr.fallinginlove ~

today i'm with da protocol bureau go to SMK Bukit Besi. dengar briefing from one of teacher's in charge.. and then tengok2 tempat. So bored kot sebab FS tak de. dia blk cz his uncle has passed away. so mlm ni even ada kelas ganti, dia x ade.. boring lagi.. tapi kalau dia ada pun.. kat kelas.. sama je kot cam biasa. bukan dok bersama pun.. :P

i'm so happy kot. actually I pergi meeting for an event that will be held in this saturday. after that meeting, my friends and I pergi makan. After that FS call one of my friend and nk join kteorg. pastu dia ajak pergi karok kot. that time dah around 12. so pikir punye pikir, I stuju nk join skali... nothing special about the song that I sang.. not like ari tu. i'm very happy to sing love story. . today.. i nyanyi lagu rama-rama and siti kot. OMG!!! suara dah la macam apa, ada hati plak nak sing lagu siti kn.. "aku cinta padamu" first2 tu i nyanyi sesorg je... then bla skali lagi liriknya 'betapa ku cinta padamu.. katakanlah..kau cinta padaku..' FS yang nyanyi kot. i terkejut gler kot time tu. tiba-tiba je kot. klau lgu tu mmg lgu duet xpe lajugak kn.. sebok je nk nyanyi ngn i kn...dia nyanyi duet ngn I smpai habis kot.. agak panjang jugak laaa...but fun la ngn dia. best sgt2 kawan dgn dia. wif FS~ Aku cinta padamu Aku cinta padamu~ ...

yES!!! from football to beatles of the band. just so you know, when i'm here.. everything change... change until 360 degree.. well, you know what,.. before this... when i was in seri iskandar.. i use to friend with my classmate which is very active in football team. every tounament i will go to support them.. and it is diffrent here because my classmate is not active at all in sport lagik2 football... but they have their own band called "melodyca". recently they have their final and i'm not miss to go to suppot them.. but actually there are just three of them are my classmate.. and i go to support FS. i know he can perform well eventhough he is not the vocalis but he also play the important role in this band. there's some photo that we took...   Alhamdulillah.. finally "melodyca" win the first place :) both of them are my classmate ;) GrEy Sky mOrning~ invited band for this event.. CONGRATS MELODYCA AND CONGRAT...

tOday i open back my fb account... xde ape pun..bley je gne... huhuhu~

I just wnt u to focus cause I love u

AWAY FROM FACEBOOK................................ i'm already deactivate my facebook... satisfied!!!

Hey Peeps! I want to promise with myself, I want reduce online, lbey-lbey lagi facebook, facebook la most complacent right now, post je status, some people want to respond to comments come la, then we reply that comments, comments on other people status la, ada orang lain layan, kte pun terlayan skali, SO NO FACEBOOK! = P weekend je la bukak facebook, blog ni pun tengok la klau rajin... actually i'm very very jealous with people yang jarang online. online pun kadang-kadang. macam mana korang buat eyh? kenapa la I ni asyik online, 24/7 *mimpi pun online* =P sampai dah kena tegur dengan my beloved one kot. lau dlu dia memang slalu online.. but now dia dah jarang.. but i still lagi "everday" online. and then kne la dengar dia "berleter"... tomorrow I have software quiz . another a few week is presentation, test and final exam ... so the thing now is how do I want to minimize online?? things I have to do: 1. kurangkan online 2. banyakkan study 3. kurangk...

Hidup penuh dengan 1001 cerita dan drama. Setiap kegembiraan dan kesedihan hadir tanpa diduga. Setiap pandangan mata terselit 1001 makna. Kadangkala pandangan mata dan senyuman tidak dapat diungkap melalui kata-kata kerna ianya hanya dirasai di hati. Setiap perkenalan yang tercipta bukanlah sekadar permainan jiwa tapiianya memberi kesan di jiwa kerna setiap perkenalan ada cerita yang tersendiri.Inilah kehidupan. deAr mr. falling in love~ I'm used to be a lonely person.. but when i met u... i'm the happiest person in this planet.. i can share everything i want.. n what i want.. but since there's no u.. i hv no one to share my happiness and sadness... i miss u~

Penantian itu memang satu penyiksaan tapi inilah pengorbanan yang perlu kita hadapi demi meniti kebahagiaan dan kejayaan. Sentiasa berfikiran positif, InsyaAllah penantian itu akan berakhir dengan satu kegembiraan.... and last nite i kuar ngn my clasmate... 5 of them.. mr. p, misz. w, mr. y, mr.r and FS~ weeeeee~ so happy kot kua ngan diorang. nothing much that we do slain pergi bli barang, makan n karok.. but it is more than I could have ever imagined. mmg slame ni nk sgt kot kuar same ngn sang arjuna.. but this is like an "accidently". x rancang but tetibe je... u know what, I am looking forward to all the wonderful people I am going to meet in my future endeavors. It is always a great feeling to meet like-minded individuals and people who have the same passion you do. He is so amazing. He has given me courage and strength to move forward in my life and live for today! and for stay in this place... haha.. actually, a lot of thing about me that he know more than i ...

finally duit ptptn da msuk.. so,what are you waiting for Ariana? huhuhu~ shopping... I've goes to many of shopping complex but its not fulfill my passion to shopping... there's no interesting shopping complex that will fulfill my needs. hmm.. just it for today... =(

mr.fallinginlove, kalaulah sy ade kekuatan untuk bagitau.... ...

" Just so you know, there's a space that only you can fill. Just so you know, I loved you then, I guess I always will. "

tOday~ welcome quiz mode. bru je abis test, esk de quiz3 for communication subject... you~ im sorry for not being such a good friend. im sorry for everything i can't pretend that im ok. finally, i give up. totally. i have to throw away my negative feeling. bcz i know. I'm not perfect.

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