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Stop tryin` steal my heart away~

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*I'm still hiding. Hiding behind these walls, created by me and hoping that no one will make it all falls apart. Until when the time is right.

Off tO Kuala LumpUr~ ♥

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Kuala Lumpur. Where I was born. Where I was raised. Where I keep all my yesterdays. :) I miss dat place sO much kot.. realy2 mis da environment, all my friends and all the shopping mall there.. especially bb.. and tomorrow, I will be there.. yes! but .. I go there to WORK.. so, xbley la nk memain sgt kn? but I mmg tekad, I akn sungguh2 find a job.. mr. fallinginlove, beshnye lau kita dpt kuar and jmpe.. I have a lot of things to tell you.. YES..a lot of things~ tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang, inikan pula tempat bermain~ mr. falling in love, The distance seems so far And like it will never end yet no matter how many oceans away no matter how many hours apart no matter how many days until I see you again you are always near my heart

" I'm secretly crushing on someone and not knowing if I should let he know because of the fear of rejection... "

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my TO-DO-LIST.

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so as you all know budak budak degree ni dimanjakan lebih lebih bagi cuti lama lama. cuti empat bulan ni is just toooo much you have no idea how much i'm gonna waste my time. so kalau tak guna cuti ni betul betul, menyesal der! 4 MONTHS BREAK TO-DO-LIST. 1. kerja. disebabkan empat bulan tu terlaluuuu lama dan empat bulan tanpa duet tu sangaaaaaaaat menyeksakan so terpaksa la cari kerja. 2. reunion. okay,tak lah reunion sangat but there are list of people i wish to meet this semester break. 3. room makeover. okay this is a need cause my room doesn't look anymore like a fairytale like room cause bro mess it up and i see reasons why i should nag to him everytime he gets home. my bro is a mess i tell you. and he keeps his stuff away from where they really should be. 4. languange brush up. this does not sound hilarious at all cause I never gonna give up reading. hehe. actually I am considering of repeating MUET. I need a better grade that would put me at a more secure plac...

♥ segala perasaan yang terpendam hanya akan terpendam sampai bila-bila. ♥

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 ♥ mr.fallinginlove ~ If ada jodoh , ada lah . If takde , nak or taknak . I kena terima jugak kan ? Takkan nak bunuh diri right ? Fine , hanya pandai bercakap . But if it do happen , i sendiri tak pasti apa akan jadi . Semoga time tu , iman seteguh-teguhnya . Semangat diri itu wujud . Semoga kaki kuat untuk berdiri . Harapnya otak sewaras mungkin . Doa gila untuk hati kuat untuk terima. baru berapa hari cuti i dah rasa boring nak mati and how i prefer balik UiTM walaupon dalam hati ni tak lah cinta sangat UiTM tu tapi at least ada jugak orang nak sembang, boleh melepak dengan kawan-kawan, tak pun gosip dengan housemate. we have reception that day, abang amir kahwin, bila i nak kahwin ni?! rasa macam baru kelmarin we used to play around, he teasing me and all. but somehow bila tengok how they plan things up, tengok bridal dress cantik cantik i can't wait to plan up my own reception and design my own bridal dress which I knew that's not gonna happen so soon. sedih tak...

When Did Your Heart Go Missing?

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In life, you’ll never have exactly what you want, but in the end God always gives you exactly what you need to make you into the person you should be. Have you ever wondered why sometimes in life you don’t get what you want, but most of the time you’ll get something which you don’t really want? And have you ever wondered why you never ended up with your first crush or your first love? Have you ever wondered why God allows so many soul to break your heart? I eventually learn that there are lessons in all the heartbreaks. It is not to stop loving. But it is to continue loving, and this time I learn to love unconditionally and love with all my heart, mind and soul. And I learn that for every heartbreak, I am becoming stronger and I know God is preparing me for something bigger, perhaps big enough that one day when I cross path with another heartbreak, I will be strong enough to go through it although most of the time I feel like giving up. I always believe that we can only draw our ...

teAchEr's dAy, 16 mAy 2011~ ♥

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HAPPY TEACHER’S DAY My favorite quote for all teachers out there; Guru, kau ibarat lilin yang membakar diri sendiri (*why it doesn’t sound right? Sounds like a suicidal note =__=*) – Translate: Cher (*shortform for Teacher =P*) You are like a candle, you burn yourself to light others. (*something like that la*) So to all Teachers out there, we owe you a very big one!! HAPPY TEACHER’S DAY! p/s to mr.fallinginlove: hepi lecturer's day. *even dah tag wishes kt fb, still lg nk wish kt cni kn.. hee~*

♥ yeAy!!!! saya dah grAd~ ♥

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Dewan Seri Iskandar (DSI) Alhamdulillah.. 14 May 2011 menjadi sejarah... finally..I dah bergelar graduate. ni lah tmpat I berkOnvO.. huhuhu~ nice kn? even xse grand kt Shah Alam, but xpe lah.. Seri Iskadar pun besh... lg besh dr tmpt I blajaskunk ni. opsss... dah mula dah.. stOp it Ariana!!!ok fine, korunk nktau x.. time nk nek stage tu mmg neves gle kot.. ye la.. dah la nk naik.. then sume audience tgk.. gmbar lak kuar kt skrin.. sape x neves kn? but alhamdulillah xde ap yg jd time atas stage tu... and da hepi mOment is when mr.falling in love call and tnye I kt mne after majlis abis... OMG!!! I was so xcited to see him on dat time... mmg dah rindu gle kn.. dah 1 sem x jmpe kot... tp kteorg jmpe x lme.. kjap je.. cz dia jd urusetia utk sidang ptg... dah jumpa tu memang best sangat.. even tak lama pun.. tapi puas hati sebab dapat jumpa (^_~) slain dr cite convo, de lg stu cite yg I nk share.. psal mamat kt bawah ni.... this is my super seniOr... hamdan Alias.. a....

delicious night till morning~

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OMG.. what are u doin' Ariana? blogging all the time.... haha.. mmg dah addict sgt dah ngn blog nih.. uol's nk tau... finally bbq party I tu dah berjalan dgn "jayanyee" haha.. time ksih pd FS kerana telah byk membantu... and all da fren.. thank you so much.. x sngka, jd jgk akhirnye I nye event nih.. muahaha~ first2 tu I mmg terkejut beruk ble FS ckp dia x dpt tmpt utk bakar bbq tu.. tp I igt dia saje gurau.. then tetibe dia serius.. ok.. then dia ckp terpakse korek pasir then letak arang dlm.. mula2 tu mmg susah sgt nk hidup.. lame2 hidup gk api tuh.. time tu mmg seronok sgt but at the same time rsa boring sesangat sbb 2 of my fren xdpt join.. after da abis, kteorg x trus blk. kteorg p minum2 dlu kt kdai.. hmm... for the first time i join them lepaking till morning kot... OMG.. lau my mum tau. mati I.... over plak.. bukan dorg yg dpt ikan nih.. huhuhu~ sempat lg kn posing dgn kete kesayangan dia  si ikan pari ...

susah ke nak cari seorang kawan yang sempurna ? susah ke senang ?

dah lepas 4 paper untuk semester nie. tinggal paper HR je. paper COM is SUSAH, SOFTWARE just nice. RECORD sgt SUSAH. OB... lg SUSAH... HR? tataw lagi. tjuk entry kali ni mmg psal KAWAN.. yes.. FRIEND.. entah tetibe I rsa cm TERASA sgt ngn all off my friends.. siyesly, I xde pun nk burukkn sesape.. just nk luahkan ape yg terbuku di hati je. lately I selalu pk yg sume kwn2 I dah tak suke kat I ke? I ni bOssy sgt ke? or.. am I a person dat always want everythings perfect? bab yg perfect tu mmg I xley tipu.. I mmg seorg yg perfectionist... but... I think I xde la smpai mnyusahkn org.. tp maybe ad jgk yg rsa I slalu mnyusahkn dia.. I tak faham dengan kehidupan I skrg ni.. I slalu je rsa all the thing dat I do slh di mata dorg.. *eventhough* cmni... citenyee... I nk organize bbq party before end of this sem.. but actually I x jd pun nk buat.. just nk mkn2 je.. but then tetiba S.A ckp nk take over. nk buat gak.. sb dia ckp if mkn2 je.. cm x syok.. ok, fine.. dia take over...

2 words for todays exam

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GILE SUSAH!!! cOmmunication only though..sOftware was alright..but recOrd~~...damn..!.. I wish I can turn back time...too many quastions and all...and maybe because I study too much on past year...and also because I already read all the topic that always kuar before...some of my answers were nearly-record answers...huhu.... I just hope I can do better in the next 2 papers... I practically good in understanding objective question but totally a loser when doing the subjective and case study..anyway... I just hope my record subject won't fail... I can even count how many questions that I know DEFINITELY correct..other than that.. I think I gave funny answers... just hope no bad things happen... *td FS wish me luck before msk dewan exam.. time tu se semangat la sket kn nk mik exam... haha.. bunga2 la gak time tuh.. but then.. tgk je soklan... pergh!!! susah gle kot.... ***** 11:00 pm.. bru blk mkn ngn the pz and Ary.. haha.. my classmate. sape gi kn... Ary nih mmg soft spoken sgt kot....