Life is Nothing Without Love

Today is the day of celebrating the Hari Raya Aidil Fitri after a month of fasting. I would like to take this opportunity to wish all my friends and readers “Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri” and thanks for all these delicious food that I had today. So yummy. My all-time favourite has got to be the lemang and beef rendang. I'm just so happy today, for no reason :) well, actually today I dapat chit chat with my cousin^2. mr.H. before this memang susah sangat nk jumpe. so, this time we had spent time together and talking about our "future". haha~ mcm something je kn. just so you know, time kecik-kecik dlu, kteorg ni mmg rpt. everytime I balik dr kl, dia mesti g uma pak long and ajak I main. kteorg slalu main masak-masak and kawin-kawin. itu je la yg boley main pun.. then time goes, msa I form 4 or form 5 dia dpt msk maktab. oh ye, lupe nk mention.. umo dia ni tua dua taun dr I. hee... skunk ni dia dah berjaya jd cikgu and bertugas kt Sk. Sg. Gelugor, P.Pinang. so, as ...

well, actually, I dah lme lost contact ngn FS sejak sem break nih. but td tetiba one msg received from him. xde ape pun, just wishes for hari raya. but he's first person yg send it kot. lps pengumuman, trus dpt text tu. dah x sbr sgt la kot nk rye kn. then after dpt tu lme gak pk. pk nk text him or not. cz tetibe rse cm nk tau ape dia wt slame cuti 4 bln ni. lastly, I just text him wishes gak. psal ape yg I nk tau tu, sem dpn pun boley tnye kot. all that like "not so important" pun. awak dan awak. awak lg sorang op coz la mr.fallinginlove kn. since dia da lme x online. we bebls msg. well, even wishes je, tp I rsa happy sgt. sO,dats all for this time.. p/s: Salam lebaran diucapkan kepada semua sahabat handai, cikgu2 dan pensyarah2. Tangan dihulur,mohon maaf diatas terlanjur kata, terlajak perbuatan. Halalkan makan dan minum jika ada. 0 = 0 k. \

akhirnya cerita IMPIAN RAYA EMELYN dah tamat semalam. ceritanya sangat comel & inspiring! pulak tu ada nazim othman si kacak hotness berlakon.. haha. cerita ni mengajar kita supaya jangan give up. tak kisah la korang nak kejar something dalam percintaan, study, kerja, anything! yang penting jangan putus asa! macam emelyn (mel) ni.. tujuh tahun dia setia tunggu aqil. but slowly this guy fall for her jugak *sweet gileeee* truthfully, watak emelyn reminds me of myself. perasaan ni tak boleh nak explain. beshnye if Aqil dlm cite ni adalah mr.fallinginlove. sweet sangat!! dengan final eps aqil pakai baju melayu merah.. propose kat taman main buaian.. Aqil pulangkn balik surat yg mel bg kt dia dlu. mel ni surat sy kn? aqil satu-stunye surat peminat yg sy simpan smpai skrg ni. mel knp awk x buang je. aqil kalau awk nk tau, tiap-tiap kali sy bce surat tu, hati sy jd happy sgt. msa mula2 sy dpt surat ni dlu, 7 thn yg lps, sbnrnye sy rse biasa je.. sb yelah.. awk bkn org prtama ...

Do you know why we are good in giving advice to others yet we are no good in giving advice to ourself? When we are giving advice to others, the way we see their situation/problem is based on what we think of it. But when we are in the same situation they are having, the way how we see the situation is based upon our feelings. Thus, somehow compromise our rational thinking...

"InsyAllah..andai jodah ariana tlh ditetapkan dengan dia walau apa jua yg berlaku, ariana dan dia ttp akan bersatu..percayalah & yakin lah pada Allah s.w.t.." song for today~ "Every now when I go to sleep, I wait to see you in my dream." p/s:Tinggal beberapa hari 'ramadhan' akan pergi, tinggal beberapa hari 'aidilfitri' pula menjelma, tinggal beberapa hari 'kelas' pun bermula. Tssskk tssskk (T.T)

studies getting way tougher. i'm off the track. left in the last station. head is on its way cracking. brain is half way melting. more caffeine concentrated the blood. sleeping is no way a must. eating doesnt seem much pleasure. enthusiasm keeps it going. i shall do it for good. life goes on, times speeding, am i surviving?

Form six was not my first choice after all, like seriously it's my last choice. lepas dapat result SPM tu I was aiming nak further architecture or art and design. But it just not means to be even I da pergi interview kt UiTM shah alam tuuu… sb I dapat further study in diploma Sains kat sarawak. Then my parents plak tak bagi coz too far then I masuk form six. and then bila bagitau orang yang you tengah further studies kat form six people might give you the look, 'form six tu macam tempat student buangan untuk student result tak berapa bagus'. and bila you survive kat form six and get good results people gonna go WOW to you. Form six was not a bad start really. Bila masuk form six, cara kita blaja pun lain.. and ble kat form six ni, aim kta just wanna get good grade to continue our bachelor degree. dan time ni memang semangat belajar tu lebih dari time SPM dlu. when I was in form six, i dreaming nk masuk UM. Well, if I get a good result for STPM, I really hope I can further...

Sungguh menyakitkan mencintai seseorang yang tidak mencintaimu, tetapi lebih menyakitkan adalah mencintai seseorang dan kamu tidak pernah memiliki keberanian untuk menyatakan cintamu kepadanya.

"Jodoh adalah perkara yang sudah ditetapkan oleh Allah. Tetapi bagaimana kita mengetahui dia ditakdirkan untuk kita? Allah SWT mengurniakan manusia telinga untuk mendengar, mata untuk melihat dan akan untuk berfikir. Jadi gunakanlah sebaik-baiknya untuk mengungkap rahsia cinta yang di takdirkan." p/s to mr.fallinginlove: kdg2, org yg mencintai you adalah org yg xpernah meluahkan cintanya pada you kerana org itu takot you berpaling or menjauhkn diri dari dia. dia = me

mr.fallinginlove again!!! jealous lagiiii....ble dpt tau actually prempuan yg bergmbr ngn dia tu sbnrnye student dia. OMG. gmbr tu looks like mesra sgt kot. and x sangka dia boleh buat mcm tu. leh touch2 plak kn. mentang la student tu free hair. whatever la. malas nk pk lg dah. lau pk wt sakit hati je kot. .

mr.fallinginlove , If you are going to love me , it’s only fair that you know who you are falling in love with. You're falling for :) my obsession with trying to figure out what you think of me. my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me,despite thinking that it is impossible.

I have this one dream last night. I dream about you. About him, who I used to love, a lot. People said that when we dream about someone, they might think about us before they fall asleep. And the fact is, I don't really know whether I should believe it or not. It might be just a dream. With no other meanings or coincidence. And I shouldn't care too much about it.

I may not be the smartest I may not be the prettiest I may not be the most flawless I may not be the best in making you happy but i am sure that i'm the one who loves you. dear mr.fallinginlove , I wish you'd know that u actually mean everything to me or at least something to me. Sometimes, i don't wish for us to have a conversation but i just wanna sit next to you, let you know how i really feel and let you know everything that's hidden in me. I just want you to wipe the tears that roll down my cheeks as i unveil everything to you. It looks like much doesn't it? Maybe it is, i really don't know. I think the world of you and i really wish that you'd be mine but i know its IMPOSSIBLE.

TODAY is the day when everything fell into pieces.the day when i feel so insensible. It feels like i cant think straight about anything. Talking about one sided love this morning really reminds me of the past or perhaps the present. While i’m posting this entry so many things are running around my mind. And the main thing is definitely you, A . mr. Fallinginlove~ Even though I like you, in front of you I pretend I don’t. Even though I’m hurt, I pretend that I’m fine. Even though I fully know everything, I pretend that I don’t know anything. Even though I miss you, I pretend that I feel nothing. someday ill get sick of all the event though and for that, I wish I could tell you that i'm really, really love you. p/s: rindunye blog http://plas******.blogspot.com

Just so you know i finally had fulfilled my to-do-list to work this semester break. Work was awesome. I have this bunch of people that I love to blend in apart from my snob assistant manager. and plus I have this edward-ish look dude (always walking with his headphone on) working next door making me and aby went out haywired when he passes by and eyeing him when he went out for break and using the long track to get back to work just to spare us with a chance of seeing him. I have kak maz and kak ina who always made my day with their non-stop talk and whines about their marriage and their daughter. They just 3 years older than me and yet they had beautiful daughter. and to tell you the truth, their story make me feel very much inspired to get married. okayyy, I know I sounded like a desperate woman wanted to get married. I have zue, the one I always went around with the hottest gossips in town talking about people's love conflict but too hard to reveal her's. I have syuk...