Life is Nothing Without Love

Should've ignored what I felt What I felt deep in my heart Coz now I don't even know How to start letting you go Oh yeah.. It hurts so bad I can't explain I should've just ran away Beside you I just can't stay Coz I know that we won't be More than friends it's clear to see Oh yeah... Coz in your heart is where she'll be Without words you have shown me what love is Without words your name is what my heart screams It breaks me just to know that you really love her so I'll try my best that it won't show Without words you have made me much pain Without words feels like I have drowned in the rain And I was such a fool to believe that there was really you and me Without saying a word I'll pretend that i don't hear My heart whenever you're near And though it doesn't subside Whenever our worlds collide I know... Someday I'll learn to ...

Oh Tuhan Tolonglah diriku Aku sungguh menginginkan dia Tuk mencintaiku Dan mendampingiku Di dalam hidupku ini... mr.fallinginlove ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Kalau tanya apa cita cita I dulu, I jawab I nak jadi lawyer. its so typical, kalau tanya budak budak sekarang pon tu jek yang dorg tau jawab. or kalau paling advanced pon dorg nanti jawab nak jadi doktor, polis,or cikgu. masa I dah besar sikit, I mula minat dengan designing. more to graphic designing. walaupon I tak sedar diri yang I memang tak pandai sangat lukis. ingat lagi masa I darjah satu, I menangis kat sekolah sebab cikgu suroh lukis I tak reti lukis. tp bila I amik art as subjek tambahan time SPM dlu, I got A kot… pernah jugak i bercita cita nak jadi penulis novel. nak jadi ala ala JK Rowling ke, ala ala stephanie meyer ke, ala ala Fauziah Ashari ke, ala ala Anis Ayuni ke. Even sampai sekarang pun I still fikir nk jadi author.. and I dah siapkan stu novel.. and I memang nk sangat publish it.. but not now la kot.. maybe after I finish my study.. and sekarang dah besar panjang org tanya cita cita apa, I shall stay dumb even by now. i just don't know. maybe should let t...

hey, you know what... I get jealous when I see mr.fallinginlove wall~ well, nothing much to be jealous kot but I rsa jealous sesgt sb that girl. mmg dr time dip dlu I mmg jealous dgn that girl with my mr.fallinginlove. mmg dia CANTIK. everytime present asyik dpt pujian. like dia yg the best kt dlm kls tu. and after this, maybe I will get more JEALOUS when HE upload pics mereka keluar bersama. student dgn lecturer je kn. but I still jealous. knape la I jauh terpinggir kt hulu nih. OMG!!! I hate this place.. lagi2 this place make me susah nk jumpe ngn dia. if I kat Puncak Alam, op coz I dpt hang out ngn dia kn.. knape la awal sgt I pindah. If I still stay kt KL, everything gonna be okay. "jom ar lepak chill mana2" p/s: dr dlu smpai skrg, x abis2 nk jealous ngn miss L berdua tuh.. haish!!!!

It's mr.fallinginlove birthday. this time I x post wishes kt wall dia pun. I just text him. sometimes kita tak perlu tunjukkan kasih sayang kita pada orang lain kn? cukup la just I ngn dia je yg tahu. beside that, if I post kt wall fb dia je mcm x special je. dah la byk gile post from his studentsssssss.. *jealous ke? little bit la. tp, normal la kn.. dah nme pun fb.. then when dah time birhday mestila fren akn wish. so, x pyh nk jealous sgt la. melainkan dia bls sume post tu ngn phrase "i love you" ke kn... so, that is the wishes that I send to him... happy birthday mr.fallinginlove ~ I wish you full bag of happiness during this precious day of yours, hope you are always in the pink of health and be blessed by Allah s.w.t. with an excellent success in your career, a beautiful friendship, a wonderful family and a lovable soul partner. ;) p/s: xde hadiah nk bg. if nk bg pun terpakse pOst. although we are apart but my heart always be with you.

yes. almost one week kt place nih. 1 kelas pun tak gi. haha~ well, ponteng "se" kelas je. esok lak kelas cancel. hOooray!!!!!!!!!! you know what, since i'm here.. tak abis2 kwn2 I ckp sal sang arjuna. ohhhmaigod~ but I'm pretty sure that I'm not like him anymore. haha~ well, since dah lme x cntact tu kn. and then since dia msg I aritu I still xde smpan ape2 prasaan lg kt dia. dari awal lg i mmg sdr yg we are not meant to be together sb sluruh jiwa dan raga I just for mr.fallinginlove. *take note! haha~

2 hours ago mr.fallinginlove ONLINE~ haish.. rugi lmbt online. haha.. mcm la xde number. mcm la xley nk text kn.. but ble online cm lg besh.. tp dia da lme x update status. da xde idea kot.. rindu plak nk tgk status baru dia.. * it's hard to love someone and not be loved but its more painful to love someone and never find courage to tell that person what you feel p/s: saya suke tgk sir online tp saya takut nak tegur sir~

Alhamdulillah, I arrived at 5.00p.m yesterday. kebetulan housemate one of my friend, miss S nek the same bus so after we arrived we nek kete utk smpai ke rumah. smpai2 plak ade 3 girl yg tidak dikenali and actually they are my new housemate. hee~ well, dorg sume nih berusia 23 y/o. so, i'm still the younger sister in this house. hahaha~ *penting ke?* ok.so far so gOod~ mlmnye I dengan Miss W p mkn kt Amar Tom Yam. geng FS pun ade skali but dia xde. dorg kata dia ade dtg nek moto then balik. *weird* well, ble lme x jmpe of course la byk citenye. we talk, talk and talk.. then x sdr yg kteorg je yg still blum balik. smpai dah kne tutup lmpu pun x reti2 lg nk blah kn.. hahaha~ i think ni je kot nk cite for this time. ;) *hoping for something good for the next,next and next dayss. hepi bEsday!!! p/s: 5 days to go. mr.fallinginlove birthday! but you're so far,this long distance is killing me~

I HATE CAMPUS LIFE!!! yes, I hate cmpus life especially kt D*****! life is bored in UiTM, okay now i admit it. I couldn't find anything that would cherish life there. I just feel life in UiTM is just merely knowledge based. omg.. Ariana, sejak bila you hate nk balik kampus nih? well, life never satisfy anyone. even if you are rich and even if you're stunningly hot, i bet there are pieces that are still missing. nobody is satisfies with their current life. Macam I. As you know, degree students will start their class next week, so we have to back to our campus this weekend. the point is I mmg xde mood lngsung nk blik kampus. Back to time diploma dlu. I excited sgt everytime nk blik kmpus. Well, sometimes I rsa cm xnk ade sem break. Tak pun, even sem break I nk je dok kt kmpus tuh. But now, mmg diffrent sgt kot. Sgalanye brubah sekelip mata since I dpt smbung dgree kt kmpus “kesayangan” tuh. If you follow my blog, you may know what I felt in the first sem i’m there. Han...

mr.fallinginlove , you have to read this~ *especially the bold text.* 1] Orang yang mencintai kamu tidak pernah mampu memberikan alasan kenapa dia mencintai kamu. Yang dia tahu di hati dan matanya hanya ada kamu satu-satunya. 2] Walaupun kamu sudah memiliki teman istimewa atau kekasih, dia tidak peduli! Baginya yang penting kamu bahagia dan kamu tetap menjadi impiannya. 3] Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu menerima kamu apa adanya, di hati dan matanya kamu selalu yang tercantik walaupun mungkin kamu merasa berat badan kamu sudah bertambah. 4] Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin tahu tentang apa saja yang kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini, dia ingin tahu kegiatan kamu. 5] Orang yang mencintai kamu akan mengirimkan SMS seperti ‘Selamat Pagi’,’Selamat Hari Minggu’, ‘Selamat Tidur’, ‘Take Care’, dan lain-lain lagi, walaupun kamu tidak membalas SMS-nya, kerana dengan kiriman SMS itulah dia menyatakan cintanya, menyatakan dalam cara yang berbeza,bukan “aku CINTA padamu”, tapi berseli...

It's 2 a.m ++ but seems like it's only 2 in the evening to me as I don't feel like sleeping, at all. Anyway, that's not the main purpose of this post. Yeah I mean, who cares if can't sleep or even if I don't sleep at all. ouh yeah, I got something to confess to mr.fallinginlove but i'm still waiting for one fine day. it may be 16 sept or whatever. well, why 16? actually it's the mr.fallinginlove birthday ;) p/s:wish me luck people ! and lastly, yes, I'm gonna be strong. to mr.fallinginlove: I will always remember every single things that you said to me. 'Ku pinang kau dengan Bismillah' Rossa new song with Pasha Ungu. Tuhan memberikanku cinta Untuk ku persembahkan hanyalah padamu Dia anugerahkanku kasih Hanya untuk berkasih berbagi denganmu Atas restu Allah ku ingin milikimu Ku berharap kau menjadi yang terakhir untukku Restu Allah ku mencintai dirimu Ku pinang kau dengan Bismillah Hampa terasa bila ku tanpamu Hidupku t...

*cute sgt mr.fallinginlove nye propic! tp yg cute tu bdk2  yg pkai bju melayu purple.. muahaha~ mesti dorg ni anak sedara dia kan... comel :)

Tomorrow or actually today because we had pass 12 o'clock, one of my friends will get married with her sweetheart! :) well, congratulations my friend. i'm very sorry because I can't come for your wedding diatas sebab2 yg tidak dpt dielakkan. btw, I wish "selamat pengantin baru dan semoga bahagia hingga ke anak cucu." p/s: It would be really nice to have mr.fallinginlove to drive with for your wedding. *berangan lagi!