Life is Nothing Without Love

bulan satu permulaan tahun 2012 adalah bulan exam.haiyap!memulakan tahun baru dan bulan baru dengan rasa stress terhadap peperiksaan.moga Allah permudahkan urusan kite semua.ameen. for 2012, I need to be a better person. Banyak perkara terjadi sepanjang tahun 2011. Ada yang pahit, ada yang manis. Tapi personally, 2011 not the best year for me. Banyak pahit dari manis. Apapun, semua itu dah berlalu. Not many aware how miserable our life is and how we need an attention so much tetapi semua tu hanya dipendam di dalam hati sahaja. flashback January well, after mid term break tu i'm missing sir aziha so much.. time ni mmg x keruan sebab kena masuk kls lain.. February isu kawan. hidup my clasmate yg suka berpuak puak. soal hati dan perasaan. muncul plak pasal "sang arjuna", kerinduan tak terhingga kt seri iskandar. miss mr.fallinginlove so much. Mac just rse rapat sikit ngan sang arjuna. hang out together. makan makan. pergi karoeke.. support dia dl...

“I’m not going! From the beginning, you were music to me, and music was you. That’s why I came this far. If you’re not there, there is no music.” – Sam dong(dream high) to kill my time i decided to watch dream high..unexpectedly i became more drawn to this drama and because of my 'plenty of free time' i managed to finish this 20 episode drama just within a day... amazing huh..huhu.. i think the best actor in this story ('best' in this term mean my own choices of actor or my personal preference) is Kim Soo Hyun who played the character song sam dong... to me his acting was superb in this drama.. but of course all the other cast played their role very efficiently.. in this drama, many says that hye mi is suitable with either jin gook or sam dong (but again because my own preference or the fact i really not fancy 2PM) i think the 'hye mi and sam dong' couple in the end of the drama is perfect..huhu. overall this drama is 'daebak' as it made us dream...

Dear mr. bloggie.. Ikut my plan, today I supposed to finish up my report and slideshow for BEL presentation this monday.. well, i admit that sometime I'm like a little bit bossy. actually I don't mean to be like that but because of "they" make me in this condition, so it make me become like this and like that. actually, I just can't wait.... waiting make me feel like a dumb person.. especially something that I'm waiting for is related to my work.. OMG.. I'm so furious with people that always make me waiting.. actually I tgh tunggu emel salah sorg from my group assgment to emel the info that I want to use in order to finish up my report. I'm waiting and waiting but still x dapat.. then dia cakap she already send it.. two times already... for me, it's better if it goes to the group assignment, we sit and do it together.. xde la time consuming sangat cam ni... nk tggu sorg2 e-mail pun da bpe lme... waiting such a fool person je.. then nasib ade kje l...

I was happy for no reason. I was just happy.I was tired, but that didn't matter.

mmg kdg2 org x pernah pun peduli masa kte.. yg dia tau masa dia je... and yes, u are right sir...

mr.fallinginlove.. you r the one that always crossing my mind. even macam2 prob yg I lalui, but when igt kat U, trus lupe sume prob tu.. semua ingatan terhadap u still segar di ingatan I even almost 2 years ago. bila I rindu, I always open your wall.. sometimes i feel jeloaus when I read all your students comment but I da x jealous mcm dlu lg.. i'll be more matured now. kdg2 rse teringin sgt nk post something on your wall.. nk post "I MISS YOU <3 skunk nih mr.fallinginlove da tkr bilik kot. ADM2011.. hahah.. i ni memang stalker yg berjaya kn? muahaha~ p/s: ‎I MISS YOU BADLY BUT I AM AFRAID TO BOTHER YOU WITH MY TEXT. however, when i see u online, i read your status, i saw your picture.. and remembering all the things about you makes me simply forget all the problems that I'm facing. maybe confession tu da x pnting kot,, but maybe penting.. sigh!

i don't live to impress people,i blog just to express myself,i ain't seeking for attention. i tried to be modest,eventhough i ain't denying that i learned to be perfect. I ni jenis pendam ape kawan buat kat I. Well, kita semua tahu kan bila pendam jadi dendam. Tapi I takde lah berdendam. I just fikir bila lah nak berakhir ni. perangai kawan2 kadang2 menyakitkan, I memang akui benda tu. Memang susah kalau kita ni pendiam, lepas tu dapat kawan talkative and lagi sorang pun talkative. jadi dunia ini milik mereka berdua saja lah.. I yang pendiam ni ibarat tak wujud pun pada saat dan ketika itu... memang december nih bulan yang malang untuk I.. hari2 I menangis disebabkan segala ujian dan dugaan hati. i'm suffered a lot with the issues of that lecturer.. and then now, I terasa hati sangat dengan 2 orang kawan I ni.. kteorang pergi shopping complex, then time jalan2 tu I rasa terasing sangat sebab dorang macam buat I ni xde. dorang just jalan berdua.. borak berdua. cak...

Td, was the worst nightmare ever dlm kamus hidup i.. U know what, FS dgn banggannye tunjuk mkwe dia depan I. ok, sbnye cmni... firstly I temankan kawan I pegi print, then tetiba dia msk gak utk print.. tetibe tergesa2 nk kuar... ble msuk blik bwk plak si patung tu.. wattaaaa...... dah la dok tenung je I.. igt I nk sangat ke ngn pakwe you tu.. please la.. dah la xde msa depan.. umo da tua bangka, but still lagi igt diri tu bdk2.. perangai x semegah.. meniru sana sini..menipu itu ini.. then lps ni ape plak! klau dia jd laki kau skalipun aku x hairan la.. laki mcm dia tu belambak tepi jalan.... setakat org mcm tu tak payah nak show off sangat la... "die msti nk bawa sara masuk skali nk2 lg u were there. karang mati nk jwab ngn sara tibe2 u ad kat dalam skali, org freakingly coward biasa la. what feeling? jalani dgn sabar. tu jela mampu org ckp. i have certain feeling that i feel like to throw kat ombak bsr tu rite now but i have no other choice than to FEEL IT. " (Dyn,201...

hari ni kls habis awal sebab lecturer kteorg merajuk. lecturer merajuk? Hurm. kalau lecturer merajuk, memang susah nak pujuk. Lagi lagi lecturer tu lelaki. Masa time diploma dulu, ada la beberapa kali lecturer merajuk..selalu kes dia tanya pastu student tak bleh jawab...ada yang stop mengajar sampai la kami dapat jawab dengan betul...ada yang terus keluar dari kelas...selalunya lecturer perempuan la... da banyak sebenarnye I pendam about this lecturer. dulu dia la lecturer kesayangan I kt kampus nih... tapi sekarang dah tak kot. btol kata orang, if kta sukakan seseorg tu, jangan suka sangat sebab satu hari nanti kita akan benci sangat2 kat dia. I pelik sangat dengan dia sem ni. banyak sangat berubah. bla time ajar kat kelas tu lau bley nak fokus kat laki je, if sorg tak datang, perasan je.. maybe sebab dorg sikit, but kteorg prempuan ni terasa sangat bila dia asyik fokus kt laki je. but what we can do? and then, every time quiz or test dia tak nak jaga.. dia suh kakak dia jaga kteo...

kawan-kawan, kadang-kadang ade mende yg kite ta sedar kite sdg sakitkn ati kawan kte. iyee, gelak, snyum stiap kali kite bsame , tpi hati org kite ta boley bacekan. spe tau die terase. spe tau die tgh menangis kat dlm , tpi tade org dgr. ta suma kite boley bwk bgurau sbb ta suma kawan yg openmind mcm korg, ye saya mengaku hati ini terSGTla sensitive. rindu the OLDFRIEND of mine, rindu skola SMKTS, rindu seri iskandar, trse lain bile ade kwn baru dkt sni. tataula knpa ssh sgt nk trima cara dorg bkwn,,,saya mengaku saya terSGTlah sunyii tnpa kawan~huhh