I STILL CAN'T FORGET YOU
I don't know why, the more i try to forget you, the more i think about you. its just so hard to forget you. damn! God why must i feel this way? I don't have any strength to move on. Why, whyy me?? i hate this feeling. Its killing me. Its really killing me. I wanna live happy. I meet so many friends, but still i can't heal myself. Why i am sooo weak?? im not like this before. Why? God pls help me. Im stuck! I can go no where!! ;'( how can I forget you, erase the memories from my mind. You doesn't love me and you never will. You will never care how I feel. I admit that I'm still love you. i just finished read your blog. I just want to tell you something.. "if oneday there's no one that will appreciate you, love you, caring for you.. don't worry, I WILL.. " there's no reason to hate you after what you had done because it's all my fault. I just can pray that if we are meant to be, it will be.. walau sejauh mana pun sir lari, walau sebenci...