Life is Nothing Without Love

assalamualaikum.. weird. apela yang nak d kecohkan sangat pasal fesbuk mao tutup neh. hehe. betul ke? leh caye ke c yahudi ni begitu care pasal life orang-orang yang men fesbuk? confirm ke dier nak tutup? wahahaha. lawak la. before kita p lagi jao, jom tengok petikan berita dari weeklyworldnews.com pasal ‘penutupan’ laman web paling terkenal kat dunia neh. ^_^ PALO ALTO, CA –Mark Zuckerberg announced that Facebook will be shut down in March. Managing the site has become too stressful. “Facebook has gotten out of control,” said Zuckerberg in a press conference outside his Palo Alto office, “and the stress of managing this company has ruined my life. I need to put an end to all the madness.” Zuckerberg went on to explain that starting March 15th, users will no longer be able to access their Facebook accounts. “After March 15th the whole website shuts down,” said Avrat Humarthi, Vice President of Technical Affairs at Facebook. “So if you ever want to see your pictures again, I ...

Huihh.. gila lama kan i tak merepek membebel dalam blog ni.. hoho.. kenapa erk ? entahh.. i sendiri pun tak pasti.. almost 15 days i tak update. memang sangat lama. tak aktif langsung! yess, i ngaku i sangat tak aktif berblog sejak akhir2 ni.. erm.. kenapa tu i tak pasti.. maybe sebab idea tak mencurah-curah cam sebelum ni. semester ni banyak benda nak kena fikir. i rasa memang nak lebih fokus untuk study. hehe.. So.. i memang akan kurangkan sikit aktiviti berblog ni. huhu.. just blog.. but facebook ari2 kot i on9.. hahaha~ finally i'm home again!!! it feels great to be at home. i miss everything here. it feels like i've been gone for a very long time and everything has changes. huhuhu.. me being emotionally poyo. mr.harry nothing to say about him. everyday mmg dia still mcm tu malah makin make me feel uncomfortable. FS nothing special about him. but he is kindly a good looking man. he always keep smiling on me *_^ mr.fallinginlove anyway, sejak berjauhan nih ...

"Jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang INSAN Yang kamu pasti boleh membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu MENYAYANGIMU... MENGASIHIMU... dan MENCINTAIMU... Mengapa kamu berlengah lagi? Cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain Terlalu mengejar KESEMPURNAAN Kelak dia akan BERJAUH HATI dan kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain Kamu juga yg akan MENYESAL dan tidak ada gunanya lagi… krana dia telah menemui cinta sejatinya yg jauh lebih baik dari kamu.. dan ketika itu TIADA LAGI ruang dalam hatinya buat kamu.." -menyesal dahulu pendapatan,menyesal kemudian xberguna lagi- Nabi bersabda. "Tidak akan diterima keimanan seseorang daripada kalian, sebelum ia mencintai sesama Muslim sebagaimana Ia mencintai dirinya sendiri" -i love everyone around me,as much as i love my ownself- Jadikanlah masa yang berlalu itu pengalaman & pengajaran, Masa yang sedang berjalan kita isi dengan amalan, Dan masa depan jangan terlalu diangan-angankan... -belajar...

He stares at me when he doesnt think im looking, but when I catch him, he quickly looks away. o_O that confuses me. Plus dia slalu cari kesempatan utk berckp eventhough the things that he ask is actually he's already know. okay.. fine.. he just want to talk with me but what about my friend? kdg2 terasa gak bila kwn yg bersama ngn i, dia x prnh tgur even kteorg jln sama time tu n kwn2 i pun always ckp about that. dia cam ignore n anggap kwn2 i x wujud. mcm kt situ just ade both of us je.. Could it be just a friend thing? :P

pernah x korg rasa jln yg korg pilih tur salah? korg nyesal sgt.... dan korg rasa clu korg bleh putar blk masa ke masa yg lepas korg xkn pilih jln tur? tp...bila kita pikir2 kan blk.... mmg kita ditakdir kn tok pilih jln tur kn.. ataupun kita rasa yg kita patut brtanggungjwb tok keputusan kita yg lps... mula2 mmg rasa menyesal.. tp bla dah lama2... bla dipikir secara rasional yer... mesti ada sbb kenapa ALLAH jadikn hidup mcm nie.. hehhehe... I percaya ALLAH xkn pernah nk nyusahkn hambanya... mgkin suatu masa nnt I akan jumpa kebahagian I.. hehheh.. 'bersusah2 dahulu....bersenang2 kemudian'

even first2 I x selesa dok cnie, but now I cuba untok sesuaikan diri.. hopefully I dpt servive idop kt cnie..siyesly I still cdey n asa sunyi kt sini.. dah la mr.fallinginlove,bff sume xde kat sini.. kwn2 plak x suma rapat.. sunyi sangat... hurm.. bla korg da dlm persimpangan...dlm keadaan tergesa2 nk wat keputusan yg mana korg akan ikut....kata hati atau rasionality? sesetengah org akan ikut jer kata hati.....others ikut rationality.. hurm.. jika nk di ikutkn... bla time wat keputusan I byk ikut kata hati..hheheh..yer r.. dulu mind set I dah di set kn oleh sapa ntah I pown dah xigt...dia ada ckp kata hati adalah benda yg plg jujur dan iklas lahir dari hati kita...n kata hati xpenah bohong kita...ha..I dah igt... sbb I byk sgt tgk cita melayu..sebab tur mind set I jadi mcm tur...ehhehhe... actually kta mesti tahu rationality sesuatu benda tur dlu sblm wat keputusan...tanpa rationality nie..susah nk wat keputusan skrg...dats y bla I nk wat keputusan skrg bkn mcm dulu yg I ikutkn ...

My mind cant just stop worrying about many things. Sometimes I think its funny. Kenapa la nak kena fikir bnda yang bukan bukan. Just let it be. Kan senang. Pray for the best. fullstop And one thing about me is, I always need someone that I can talk to. I always need a shoulder to cry on. I cant live or survive on my own. I always tell myself to be independent because u see, sometimes, not all people can be trusted and maybe bukan selalu ade orang yang willing nak dgr our problem. Maybe sometimes, kita rasa org tu bole dpercayai but at last die betray our friendship. It can be also sometimes, kita ingat orang tu selalu ade dgn kita and willing to hear or listen to our problems tapi tapi bila kita nak cari die, die hilang. Gone. Or sometimes people change.Semalam die okay, baik and he or she is someone that we can count on but tak lama lepas tu, he or she seems different and thing seems to be different as well.

a few days after register for degree, one of my X classmate upload photo dorang kt Puncak Alam.. and I? I'm very very very jealous with all the pictures.. i'm still can't understand why i'm here.. far away from my friend and my beloved.. okay.. fine.. if i dapat Puncak Alam pun I'm stil far from my beloved one.. but i can't accept that i tak dapat kat Puncak Alam.. *sigh* just so you know that life here is not easy as life in Seri Iskandar. sangat sangat lain. and for now, i just can think about my application of transfering to another campus.. but i think i wanna to transfer to Seri Iskandar.. eventhough i'm very jellous with all my friend in Puncak Alam.. I think I cant move there because of Mr.Q and Miss S. *hoping for something good for the next,next and next dayss.

YES there are trouble and problem and also some shitty things that happen.. tapi i amek pengajaran bahawa all the stuff happen simply to shape me in becoming a more mature person. so i am so thankful for that. very thankful. *walaupun memang rasa nak move from this place~ tension gak fikir tempat baru nih..don't know when everything gonna be okay.. sigh. sigh. sigh. x abis-abis dgn sigh. OMG!!! x baik kot.. so skunk nih da terpikir nk tukar kos plak...la... ta'aruf venue: kls sOftware me : nama Ariana, dari UiTM Seri Iskandar. mr.A : asal mana? me : asal kl, tp skunk mnetap kt klntn.. mr.A : da lame? me : almost one year kot.. mr.A : mmg pilih nk degree kt sini? me : huh!..bley plh2 ke nk kt mana? mr.A : mana tau sje plh nk kt sini.. *OMG!! klau la di beri pilihan, mmg xkn tercmpk kt cni... but, mr.Aziha nih nmpk cm best sgt... spOrting kOt. sng nk bergurau. haha~ first time introduce dri pun dah gurau2 sal pndai "kecek" ke x.. huhuhu~ mu...

mmg akan amik masa dan i believe, i bole adapt with the new surrounding.. insyaAllah..

okay.. fine.. i must accept that nOthing is perfect is this world.. more "older" we are, more challange that we have to face... part three as a degree student did not have a great start. seriously im FRUSTRATED. feel like a bit dying on the inside with campus here. OMG.. i can't imagine that i was thru in this path of life.. *sigh* x baik kn mengeluh.. patutnya kita kne bersyukur dengan apa yang kita dapat and semua perkara yang terjadi ada hikmah disebaliknya... lolx... im feeling weak juz like old time sake. there are happiness but i cant help it but sadness is always at my corner. ummmm... *mmg akan amik masa dan i believe, i bole adapt with the new surrounding.. insyaAllah..