Life is Nothing Without Love

tadi was my last day working in ZARA bcoz contract dua bln pun dh abes. mls nk tmbh part time. dh takde mood dh nk keja. plus dgn sale lg skrg. mmg keja mcm org gila. td dtg keja rushing sbb nek train pkl 1256pm. so smpi BB 1.15. so agak rushing nk punch card. naseb baek smpat punch pkl 1.30. mcm lmbt je I rasa, tp bila smpi locker room, tgk jam punch card baru je lg. whatever lah hari ni mood I tak tenteram sket. Swing sikit. sikit2 je, tak byk pon. hari ni rmai yg offday. takpela smpat merasa ngn dorg smlm. msk2 floor pkl 2 terus kena msk fitting room smpi break time pkl 4. customer plak perangai cam ape kn. bengang kot. dgn 2 indian lady dgn 2 daughters dorg yg sgt sgt sgt annoying. and rude. dgn customer yg lmbt pick up thp maximum. tadi last day tp mcm tak rasa apa. haha. break dgn kak maz ngn aby dkt pizza hut. tadi closing bhgn I table takyah lipat. oh alhamdulillah sgt2. sng sket. kalau nk lipat baju2 atas table tu, jwbnya pkl 3,4 pagi la bru ktorg dpt blk. waktu b...

Perlawanan Timbal Balik Bola Sepak Kelayakan Piala Dunia : Malaysia vs Singapore Singapore 6 – Malaysia 4 hmm .. first thing first i want to say cangrats to the "drama king2" Singaporean yang da menang tuh. YES, drama is a tactic. for the best player tonight confirm la Khairul Fahmi and congrats for Safee Sali yg menjaringkn gol tunggal for Malaysia. As a conclusion, Malaysia has no provision to keep fighting to the 2014 World Cup. Perhaps the state seal in 2018 .. who knows. the most important is do not give up! eh, wait! y tjuk entry nih fb status update lak??? actually, wall I mmg full of status updatesal bola nih kot. and mr. falling in love pun byk update status kot. dats y tjuk entry nih fb status update~ and last update dia~ Note to ladies (single or janda): seriously, kalau korang nak cari calon suami, jgn cari org Singapore. Diorang ni pandai betul berlakon. Aaron Aziz, Adi Putra & obviously FOOTBALL PLAYERS. (mr. falling in love,July 28, 2011) ju...

I can’t sleep. A lot of things are still running in my head and most of these thoughts concern you. I am not a stranger to this kind of night. I lay in bed, constantly shifting on my pillow, my eyes may be closed, but my mind is fully awake, drifting to where you are, what are doing, trying to picture out the day I’ll see you next. I always pray that you're the right person for me, pray that I'll have the strength to be there for you and to let you go if I have too~

There are so many things that keep running inside my mind. Those things, it's been in my mind but I don't feel like spilling it out or share it with anyone. Just wanna keep it to myself :) Well, I need to go to sleep right now as I have to wake up early in the morning and got a lot of things to do tomorrow. But no more work on tuesday, saye nak amik MC. Fullstop. And I'm bored staying at home, need to go out sometimes, with friends of course. Untuglaaa sape ade boyprenggg, bole kluar dating selalu tapi saye takdeee HAHA *okay, joking;I don't even need one pun. Boooooooo haha :D I need to go for shopping, movies or whatsoever. And if possible, I wanna go travel. Entahla, but rase macam serabut.

well people, Have u ever feel like u're too naive, u just like trust 101% what other people told u ? and then when ONE lovely day, u find out that they or she or he are/is cheating on you. what do you feel? It hurts isnt it? I've read this one quotation regarding this trust issue which is, Trust is like a vase, once it's broken, though u can fix it, but the vase would never be the same again. But I believe in the second chance. That's all bout trust issue. I'm done. It's too personal btw. As we all knw, thers A LOT of quotation bout FRIENDS. I used to believe in all that quotation. Kononnye, Boyfriend comes and goes, but friends will remain with us, forever. IS IT TRUE? for-eva? sorry to say, but I dont think it is relevant. Okay, maybe friends are like roses, u knw, nice and everythings good lah but we have to look out for the pricks. I will always bear it in my mind. Well, I'm not sure whther I'm losing one of my friend or not. I dont really need th...

Something keeps on playing inside my mind and YES, it's you. LOVE, as we all know, is something complicated. and when u love someone, it means that u are ready to break ur own heart. okay, its not like love is a mean thing. Loving someone is the bestfeeling ever but, its too complicated, as what I already mentioned earlier and love needs sacrifice. Its all about ur feelings which u cant deny it, u cant stop or u cant create it.

mr.~ sy on9 FB, but sir on9 tmblr je.. hmm... miss u..

yes, I OVERTHINK. I dont know why and I'm confused. I can't really understand my ownself. and sometimes, I wonder, why should I think about something which is totally not important for myself. I got many other things to do and yeah, to think as well. I really hate it. I wish I have 'delete' button for my mind so that I can delete those not-so-important things and live happily :) I just cant figure out, whats wrong with myself.haish :/ Like seriously, I feel like shouting urggghhh but I can't HAHA Somebody help me, pleassseeeee ? :( "If you like someone, say it, don't spend your time fantasizing about something that could be reality ♥" (Shahz Jaszle Jasmin on Twitter) I'M STILL WAITING FOR HIM TO APPEAR.. BUT,...

It’s about you  and it’s all about me!!! tonight i'm lovin' you. mr. fallinginlove. td I tgk pro pic mr. fallinginlove..  and dat picture is very cute kot. mmg COMEL SGT2. currently: dia onLINE :) mOod: miss him so much! If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden (^_~)

Oh Ariana Erisya rajin kan update blog almost every day? Well, blogging is my passion. And if possible, I wanna write every single things that happened to . Blogging to me, is like one way to express feelings and to share with others about good or bad things that happened in my life. Sometimes people just can't understand our feelings or maybe they got many other things to do instead of listening to our endless problem so, my blog is also some kind of a shoulder for me to cry on :) But somehow, I know, I did hurt certain people feelings in my previous and previous and previous posts. I'm so sorry for that. I'm just a normal human being. Sometimes I get angry, I get mad and emotional. I can't find any other better solution to release stress other than blogging. Sometimes, I do feel like I'm the luckiest person in this entire world but sometimes I do feel like my life is totally imperfect and I really hate it. I want it to be like this, like that and so on. I get st...

Bored.Excited.Happy.Lonely.Energetic.Sad.Happy. That's what I'm feeling today. Mood swing haha Well, these days, I got problem to sleep. I don't feel like sleeping but I'm sleepy. Weird isn't it? I just need to talk with someone or to receive a msg from someone then only I can sleep. Okay, that's another weird thing. Maybe I should get used to it. Sape pulak kan nak call or text saye malam2 kan. Apart from that, another weird thing about me is, I can't even listen to this song : AUBURN;the perfect two. Everytime that I listen to this song, I will feel like 'Ohmaigod, I could die just by listening to this song' HAHA Yes, I am allergic to this song and no antibiotic, nothing can cure this 'disease'. there's nothing wrong with the song. tak tahu kenape,rase macam nak baling2 je radio or tv kalau ad lagu ni haha. sometimes, I do get stressed easily over a small thing and I always overthink. Well, that's me.. tapi takpee, weekend saye ...

OMG, yes, sangat lama tak berblogging. what to say for a fresh start huh? since i didnt update my blog, feel like more to say here today. yelah, every past day i've a lot thing to tell you guys. but, bband ni haa, x baya2 klo nk taw.. hihi now, dh boleh nk mengonline, sgt seronok oh! just now on9 FB jap, tuh pon sekali 48 notification.. adoi, lenguh dah tangan ni. tp ape2 pon, blogging is i like most! for sure, I worry most of the time about a lot of things but then what the heck, I would be worrying about other things even more meaningless if I was somewhere else, so I suppose I'll get over the worrying someday. I am now a routing to a path of a confessed workaholic. working at ZARA. now ZARA having sale. i repeat, SALE. pagi2 masa briefing mmg ramai. walaupun briefing dlm kegelapan. sbb lampu di ZARA skrg suka buat hal. mls nk menyala. rmi staff pagi tu sbb first day sale kn. hampir semua dpt full shift. yakni dari pagi smpi closing. semua disuntik semangat utk mengh...

I got my result already. I regret for what had happened and I blame myself for that thing. I let my emotion, take control of myself. I fell down. Ye, saye jatuh. to the very deep part which I cant describe it. sangat dalam. Jatuh dan tenggelam. 'Am I choosing the right course for myself? Did I make a right dcision, for my future ? I knw, I shudnt feel like this. It's just, urghhh. Idk =.= Maybe, I'm a bit depressed or tnsion with my study lately. Yeah, everythings complicated. Nothings simple or maybe easy. Okay to be honest, I was expecting for more because I know, I can do better. Tapi ape nak buat. Its undeniable that, ctain things that happened to me affect my study. maybe banyak and maybe sikit. Sometimes I wonder, what did I do? But somehow, Life goes on. I need to move on and I have many strong reasons with me to keep on moving. Day by day, I forced myself to 'wake up', to be strong and now, I can say that I'm able to stand by my own, I'm able...