Let bygone be bygone ~
I got my result already. I regret for what had happened and I blame myself for that thing. I let my emotion, take control of myself. I fell down. Ye, saye jatuh. to the very deep part which I cant describe it. sangat dalam. Jatuh dan tenggelam.
'Am I choosing the right course for myself? Did I make a right dcision, for my future ? I knw, I shudnt feel like this. It's just, urghhh. Idk =.= Maybe, I'm a bit depressed or tnsion with my study lately. Yeah, everythings complicated. Nothings simple or maybe easy.
Okay to be honest, I was expecting for more because I know, I can do better. Tapi ape nak buat.
Its undeniable that, ctain things that happened to me affect my study. maybe banyak and maybe sikit. Sometimes I wonder, what did I do?
But somehow, Life goes on. I need to move on and I have many strong reasons with me to keep on moving. Day by day, I forced myself to 'wake up', to be strong and now, I can say that I'm able to stand by my own, I'm able to walk. Yes, I'm moving on. I dnt want to think about my past anymore. Let bygone be bygone.
"Grade is not that important...excellent grade, high CGPA is only a path for you easily get into the industry. the most important thing is knowledge that you gain and how you perform in the industry. its all bout yourself. people doesn't look your grade or CGPA anymore. it doesn't matter you got master or degree, oversea or local...if you doesn't perform well then you are loser.." (Tengku Hafriz Nazrie, 2011)
'Am I choosing the right course for myself? Did I make a right dcision, for my future ? I knw, I shudnt feel like this. It's just, urghhh. Idk =.= Maybe, I'm a bit depressed or tnsion with my study lately. Yeah, everythings complicated. Nothings simple or maybe easy.
Okay to be honest, I was expecting for more because I know, I can do better. Tapi ape nak buat.
Its undeniable that, ctain things that happened to me affect my study. maybe banyak and maybe sikit. Sometimes I wonder, what did I do?
But somehow, Life goes on. I need to move on and I have many strong reasons with me to keep on moving. Day by day, I forced myself to 'wake up', to be strong and now, I can say that I'm able to stand by my own, I'm able to walk. Yes, I'm moving on. I dnt want to think about my past anymore. Let bygone be bygone.
"Grade is not that important...excellent grade, high CGPA is only a path for you easily get into the industry. the most important thing is knowledge that you gain and how you perform in the industry. its all bout yourself. people doesn't look your grade or CGPA anymore. it doesn't matter you got master or degree, oversea or local...if you doesn't perform well then you are loser.." (Tengku Hafriz Nazrie, 2011)
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