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such a relief…

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Anyway exam da habis. tapi malas nak cakap apa apa pasal exam sebab i tau kalau i aim tinggi ke rendah ke memang result tak kan memuaskan. sesungguhnya lecturer kat sini semua kedekut markah nak bagi A pon payah. last paper i human Resourse Utilization which i should say i suka subject tu walaupon rasa nak meroyan study. nak harap A memang jauh ke langit even how good you think you answered so i cuma harap not a C pleaseee? who am i begging for? mama abah sorry kalau result sem ni tak memuaskan but i’ve tried really hard. I love you both.

The Lonely

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sometimes I feel the loneliness that I myself cannot endure. the feeling that i myself couldn't understand by heart. as far as I concern, I need time to freeze to give myself my own sweet time to breathe, no more gasping. sometimes there's something about yourself that u couldn't share with people despite the fact that u want it to stay frozen in ur heart without no one knowing it. the fact that haunted me too much that I couldn't figured why am I doing so? its involuntary. the thinking that wouldn't want to escape from my mind. there's time when i wish i could sleep and woke up the next day when everything's cleared. there's time when i wish i never did mistakes in my life. i wish i'm reborn. i'm tired, tired of everything eventhough external view might shown that i've got all the joy. but the tangled feeling inside is undefined. i couldn't even put it in words. just so i wish i could scanned everthing inside and appears in words. i need...

1 mOre paper tO go~

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You never know how it feels until it happens to you.. haha.. cm ape plak an... well... one more paper to go... ‎'MODIFICATION FOR YOUR OWN GOODNESS.'

2 downs, 3 mOre to go~

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“Forget past mistakes. Forget failures. Forget everything except what you’re going to do now and do it.” ~ William Durant these past week... i have been indulging myself in my studies... all because of the back to back exam that i have to face.... it's all begin with the first paper that is Database, then it continues on with Human Resource Management... both of the paper are difficult.... actually, for HRM paper, it not like really difficult because the question is strraight to the point but the point is i forget all the thing that the paper want. it's such an easy thing that make me think that it's to simple to remember because maybe it seems easy so that's why i take it easy *or i could say my mind went blank on that particular time* sigh~~ i dont know how to face my lecturer when she give me my marks later... for my lecturer.. i felt that sorry is the best word that i could say.. sorry for not studying harder.. and sorry for everything... so, two downs and three...

let's preview some of my favOurite mOvie!!!

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yeah, its all about LOVE.. playful kiss oh yea, it’s about this girl who confesses to the smarted guy in the school but he embarrasses her in front of the whole school and says he doesn’t like dumb girls. Later on when she is at her house there is an earthquake and it ruins the house. Her story is on the news and her dad’s friends see what had happened and tell them they can live at his house. Once they get there she finds out it is her crushes house! boys over flower well… it’s about this girl who goes saves this guys life and because of that she gets offered to go to this super rich school where she meets the ‘F4′ the hottest and richest guys in the school and two of the four fall in love with her LOL. first Love (A Little Thing Called Love) the movie that i like most.. Its about Nam wholives with her sister and mother. She is Shone's junior and secretly loves him. Nam and her friends help her confess her love with the help of the book '9 recipes of love'. M...

wish me best Of LUCK ;)

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It's a first week of January and mula minggu ni saya mula sibuk dengan buku2 and nota. it's my first week of final examinations. my paper will be held for 3 weeks. oh, lamanya. saya dah penat nak study, that's why saya curi masa jap untuk online ~ just a short entry je malam ni sebab nak sambung study lagi. kalau online lama lama, takut tak study pulak. huhu~ semester ni, I have 5 paper for final exams: database.the most killer subject i think..kena la study hard untuk subjek ni.. sebab carry mark tak berapa nak tinggi.. actually yang lain pun sama juga susah tapi rasa yang tu insyaALLAH boleh handle lagi.. apa-apa pun hopefully saya dapat buat yang terbaik untuk final kali ni.. i just hope that i can do well in my final exams. I will try untuk tak stress waktu study memandangkan banyak yang kena study. harap harap I boleh jawab and dapat results yang cemerlang. for those yang taking final exams, i wish you good luck too. Keep on going, masih ada paper-paper yang lain...

sOmething gOod will cOme after~

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I've been proposed.. this video is very awesome and fabulous!!!!! Sooner or later each and everyone of us will get what truly we deserve. #Kesabaran&Kesyukuran :)