The Lonely

sometimes I feel the loneliness that I myself cannot endure. the feeling that i myself couldn't understand by heart. as far as I concern, I need time to freeze to give myself my own sweet time to breathe, no more gasping. sometimes there's something about yourself that u couldn't share with people despite the fact that u want it to stay frozen in ur heart without no one knowing it. the fact that haunted me too much that I couldn't figured why am I doing so? its involuntary. the thinking that wouldn't want to escape from my mind. there's time when i wish i could sleep and woke up the next day when everything's cleared. there's time when i wish i never did mistakes in my life. i wish i'm reborn. i'm tired, tired of everything eventhough external view might shown that i've got all the joy. but the tangled feeling inside is undefined. i couldn't even put it in words. just so i wish i could scanned everthing inside and appears in words. i need to be strong. strong to keep the past behind and keep whats coming to move.

mr.fallinginlove~
I still don’t know how to share “my world” though I really wanted to especially with you. I don’t know how to open up the door of my heart and show you all the love I have within.