Life is Nothing Without Love

Yes... time flies so fast, leaving us with all the sweet & bitter memories in life. usually when new year comes ... people will state the new resolutions ... all of them have a goals right? ... but... i'm determined it ... I do not know ... i'm kida person that if I want to do something ... I will try to make it ... and if i want something, i will try to achieve it... till i get it..If I know I cannot ... I do not even want to wait to do ... but for this the year 2011, i think i need to move on.. ineed to start a new life... in new campus... with new friends and new challenge... actually i have nothing much to aim this year except for few important things like: 1 - be serious with my future life 2 - start doing my degree and study seriously but above all, my true resolution is: i want to spend my time doing things i like. i want to go out more and enjoy more. i want to see places, learn new things or becoming more than just myself. i want to do a lot of things, ...

Source: Google Image TAHNIAH pasukan bola sepak kebangsaan kerana berjaya menjuarai Piala Suzuki AFF 2010mengalahkan Indonesia di Stadium Gelora Bung Karno, Jakarta, Indonesia. TERIMA KASIH kerana mengharumkan nama negara dan akhiri kemarau 14 tahun. Perdana Menteri, Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak mengisytiharkan Jumaat ini sebagai cuti umum bagi meraikan kejayaan sulung pasukan bola sepak kebangsaan menjuarai Piala Suzuki AFF 2010.

i want to share something with you.. hehehe..you know whatt?? its about one of slot drama yg cambesh I follow in tv3,,crite nie memang kisah dongeng la,,,hahaha,,,tajuk drama bersiri tu is PUTERA KATAK..crite nie diadaptasi dari crite Inggeris prince frog,,,emm ok nie I nak share la sket synopsis crite PUTERA KATAK nieh... Putera Amar (Zizan Nin) telah disihirkan oleh kekasihnya, Puteri Zadora (Bia Rameshan) yang kecewa apabila Putera Amar tidak menjelma menjadi manusia walaupun sudah diberikan ciuman. Lantas, Putera Amar dibuang ke bumi dan terpaksa menjalani kehidupan sebagai katak selamanya. Amar (katak) dibela oleh Tina (Nora Danish), seorang pencinta haiwan. Amar tetap optimis bahawa dia akan menjadi manusia semula kerana cinta suci akan memulihkan dirinya suatu hari nanti. Lima tahun berlalu, Puteri Zadora sedar bahawa sihir kakaknya, Puteri Ixora (Norseha) telah menghalang Putera Amar untuk kembali menjadi manusia. Maka, Puteri Zadora telah menghantar panglimanya, Zamir (Fazr...

More days to go, it's new year. I want to start a new year with all positive things. I HAVE TO:::: ...forget all negative things ...cope with all stressful events.. ...believe in God as the ultimate savior.. i know behind these things.. God will give the best for me... nEw yEar, nEw lifE, nEw cAmpus, nEw fRiend~

Here are some of the facts :D Hee. 1.Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls. 2.Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3.When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics. 4.Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 5.Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat. 6.When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow". 7.It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long. 8.Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot. 9.Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty. 10.A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else. 11.Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does! 12.When a guy say...

guess who is this??? this is Hafizudin Alimuddin OR his comercial name is FIZI ALI~ he's one of peserta in Pilih Kasih 2.. did you watch it??? hahaha~ ntah kenapa dlm rmai2 peserta, i minat yg sOrg nih.. but op coz he must having an "aura" that make me like him rite? he's from key eLL.. and dia sebaya dgn I.. and he's student in KLMU.. but pity him, last week dia tersingkir =(.. but i will aLways support him to be an actOr ;) end abOut fizi ali... hmm.... ya, mr.falling in love i'm like so bloody in love with him. madly, deeply in love with him.

5 good things about me: 1.i believe that moderation is the best 2.FAMILY first, FRIENDS second, BOYFRIEND?! third~ 3.always try to be positive under any events 4.always wants the best in my life 5.i do what i want~ *eventhough 5 bad things about me: 1.suka membuat assumption terlebey dahulu, and judge something based on it 2.i kept to myself my problems ~bila meletup, hush, diri sendiri xdpt kawal 3.extra sensitive ~especially with people that i love 4.once i hate a person, its hard for me to change it ~the least i could do is 'i xnk da pe2 kaitan ngan dia' 5.i ni jenis yg nak semua orang bagi perhatian kat i ~impossible 5 things i would love to do: 1.shopping handbags and shoes ~ 2.masuk every dress shop then keluar  3.watching movies ~ 4.have a trip~ 5.pergi menenangkan jiwa kat tepi pantai ~vacation 5 things i wish i could have: 1.everytime kluar shopping, duet dalam purse adlh RM1000 2.kereta honda jazz sebijik!!! 3.ada kawan dari kecik 'child...

somehow, i've a weird feeling about everything i do now..feels like i'm missing something..well i'm not sure enough what's wrong with me, and still i'm looking forward to make myself finds it natural to me.. i've a lot of free time, yet i don't know how to spend it wise.. thinking about this, i starts to wonder what is the most thing i wanted in my life.. and i appears to be so...blurry.. emptiness, i couldn't understand u anymore.. how i wish it slipped in my mind.. there's nothing.. nothing to tell.. nothing to say.. nothing to be good.. nothing in my mind.. nothing in this heart.. there's only null.. dull.. foul.. i've been this heartless.. emotionless.. as i can loudly speaks to anybody.. as i can continue living.. i don't have to care about them.. i don't have to worry about them.. i just need to think about me.. putting myself first in finding the happiness.. that's what a friend told me to do.. maybe i'm not even that k...

Alhamdulillah, i got the chance to continue my degree... but bkn kt puncAk aLam.. =( hmm.. fAr, fAr awAy frOm 'him'.. sape? haa.. yesterday bru je i tgk profile dia kt fb.. sape ek? mesti korang igt dia tu mr. falling in love kn.. hik hik~ btw, he is mr.Q.. xdpt kt puncak aLam bermkne mmg kterg da xde jOdoh.. fine! I have tO fOrget him.. and another thing ape y mr. falling in love ckp mmg benar2 terjadi.. hurmmm... watever is it, redha je la.. bkn lame pun.. 2 taun je.. this time i have to work harder.. no cintan cinton and no more falling in love.. why? of coz la sbb mr. falling in love will still in my heart.. "Seandainya telah KAU takdirkan dia bukan milikku Bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku Dan peliharakanlah diriku dari kekecewaan" jUst sO you know mr. Q~ i'm far away from you mr. falling in love~ thanks for that prayed nOw, i layan kn je mOod ngn lagu nih...

OMG!!! tastE i kOt... actually I love guy who wears spec.. but Op cOz lah y look brainy and smart.. nOt yg look nerdy.. but if I can, I xnk kawin ngn specky guy… nnti dah kawin,dpt anak2 specky gak.. hahaha. yOu know what,mr. falling in love pun specky gak.. but he use it ble perlu.. but first time I saw him, mmg dia nmpk smart sgt.. sOooooo… What’s your opinion about specky guys? Handsome? cUte? Look brainy? Look nerDy? skEma? …

Dup Dap Dup Dap Dup Dap Dup Dap sampai bile lah nak Dup Dap ni ha ? Okay, ini serius. Denyutan jantung I semakin laju seperti berlari 400 meter walaupun I tgh rileks makan popcorn tgk citer toy story pun still denyutan jantung I laju. I semakin bimbang dgn keadaan ini. Tolonglah wahai en/cik/puan/datin/datuk/tuan seri Jantung, janganlah engkau berbuat sebegini rupa kepada tuanmu sendiri. Ohh tidakkk! KenapaKAH? ApaKAH ? BagaimanaKAH ? BilaKAH ? SiapaKAH ? DimanaKAH ? BenarKAH ?KAHKAHKAHKAHKAHKAHKAHKAH u'ols nak tau why I bole jadi macam ni ? Of course lah korang nak tau kan sbb tuh korang bace.Gini, esok kan hari Rabu yang bertarikh 15 December 2010, students semester akhir dip UiTM konpem tau tarikh apekah ini. Act, esok lah tarikh keluar result further degree kitorang, so of course lah I'm afraid, bukan 'macam' tapi 'sedang' takot. Aish ! Dari tadi asyik pikir je pasal benda ni. Buat itu tak kena buat ini tak kena. Adoi.kalau2 x dpt futher knela koje dlu.. hmm...

Melupakan kekasih lama tidaklah semudah menghantar folder ke Recycle Bin delete begitu sahaja. Hubungan kasih sayang cinta mesra sewaktu ketika dahulu sukar untuk dilupakan terutama bagi kaum wanita. Cinta yang berkualiti dari lelaki memang susah nak dapat sama dengan yang baru dan perasaan terkenang-kenang dan merindu pedih dalam hati sering membuat diri kita tanpa sedar menggugur air mata. Berapa kerasnya hati kita, betapa brutalnya jiwa kita untuk menahan sebak jiwang rasa ia memerlukan ketahanan jiwa untuk sembuh secepat mungkin..Ah lupakan yang lama bina yang baru tak semudah dikata, jujurnya secebis perasaan sayang tentu ada. Baiklah bagaimana agaknya kita mahu melupakan kekasih lama, bekas suami, bekas isteri, bekas tunang atau bekas kawan baik yang dulu kita cukup sayang..? 1. Menghapus kenangan bersama si dia Setiap perkara yang dilakukan akan membuatkan kamu mengingatinya kembali. Singkirkan dia daripada lamunan dirimu dan simpan foto-foto kamu berdua mahupun hadiah-hadiah pe...

Salam semua! da bpr hari xdpt on9 :( ni nak update cepat-cepat. :) nasib baik ade masa. wakaka! bila kita gembira, kita mesti nak share dengan semua orangkan? tu semestinya normal. saya pun nak share jugak dengan semua orang. i'm very happy! sebab usaha I selama ni berbaloi. tak sia-sia. hurm. ape kaitan semua nie? macam yang semua orang tahu, result final exam sudah keluar. alhamdulillah, syukur sangat-sangat! I berjaya buktikan I boleh! :) rasa sangat puas hati! berapa I dapat? teka-teka!! heeee..~ walaupun tak pandai macam orang lain, tapi I rasa sangat seronok sebab target I dah tercapai! yippiii..!! syukur sangat-sangat!! dan yang paling penting, I nak buktikan dekat seseorang yang selama ni pandang rendah dekat I. yg slame ni slalu igt I ni slalu amik remeh about my future.. "nah! I dah buktikan! I bukan tak mampu. I mampu! lain kali jangan pandang rendah kat orang lain. :)" pape pun, congratsss untuk kengkawan semua! yang pastinya "lulus, terus pengajian!...

"YA ALLAH,kami sedar hdup kami singkat & sementara,kerana itu curahkan ke dlm hati kami IMAN,tenteramkan hati kami dgn mnyebut dan mengingatiMU ya ALLAH kekasih hati.smoga ditahun ini d tingkatkan AMAL KEBAJIKAN supaya dapat menghapuskan sgala dosa yg lalu seperti gugurnya daun2 kering...AMIN.."

oh december, i cant wait for 2010 to end. lets put a stop to a year long of misery. mixed feelings between nervous and excited as january approaching. hopefully, 2011 will be super kind to me and give me lots of joy and happiness. wheeee~ *rambling* there's a quote which says "never put someone as priority when you're only their option". or something like that. i think i've always been the option and never the priority. when one of my priority will always include.... therefore, im changing my priority! sometimes i feel like banging my head to the wall so i would lose all my memory. if not all pun.. a portion of it lah. i wish i didnt know about all the things that im not suppose to know. i wish i was ignorant towards it. because sometimes not knowing is better than knowing. the saying of "what you dont know wont hurt you" applies. just like how curiosity kills the cat, it will eventually kill you bit by bit. just a random post without much feeling. :)

CINTA, selalu menyapa hati-hati kita.. Tak kiramuda atau tua, CINTA tetap datang tak kira siapa.. CINTA banyak jenisnya, banyak ragamnya, dan banyak juga AKIBATnya.. Bila bercakap soal cinta, ada yang menggeleng, muak. "Asyik, asyik tentang cinta, tak ada topik lain ke?" Ada yang seronok, nak tahu. "Cinta, bestnya..!", Terutama yang baru berjinak-jinak nak mengenal apa itu cinta. Ada yang hanya tersenyum, kerana teringat akan kenangan manis tentang cinta. Ada juga yang terasa hiba, mengenang cinta yang membawa kedukaan. Bergantung kepada apa yang anda tafsirkan tentang cinta, namun akuilah ia pernah menyapa jiwa lembut kita. Lantas, jangan dipersalah mereka yang JATUH CINTA, kerana kita juga pernah suatu ketika merasa adanya bunga-bunga cinta.. Ini kisah tentang dia, yang sedang tercari-cari erti cinta. Seakan hatinya berbisik,inikah CINTA? Dia keliru, lalu diperlukan sesuatu yang mampu menenangkan hatinya yang rawan, lalu hanya satu yang bisa memberi ketenangan, sa...

GOOD LUCK.. (: skung nie.. dia ngah exam.. dari tadi dia exam.. sejak pukul 6 ptg tadi.. huhuhuhuhu.. saya harap dia dapat jawab dengan tenang.. saya akan sentiasa mendoakan kejayaan dia... "i see something in you that no one else can see. that's why i love you.and secretly, i wish no one else sees it too."

mr.fallinginlove , you just made me realised that i should never put too much hope when it comes to you. coz i will only end up miserably disappointed. but somehow i cant help and hope for that maybe somehow someway it would happen. ive been disappointed numerous time before so maybe its time to learn my lesson and never hope for anything ever again. just let it be. sigh.

Do you believe in "what goes around comes around" or in another simpler word, "karma"?- not karmasutra ek.- i do. i believe that if you want good things to come your way, then you'll have to do good things. . anyways, couldnt sleep last night and was thinking bout something when karma came across my mind. and then came the light bulb, i remembered something. once a upon a time i did something that i wasnt proud of. i did it twice, in different situation with a different environment and different people. and now i think karma has come to bite me hard in the ass. why? what makes me say that? hmm.. because you're my karma. the things that you did and still doing it, is related to the things that i did. its crappy and doesnt make sense but layan je la k. i have a lot of things on my mind that i need to express it or throw it out to ringan kan sikit beban otak. hehe.. ;)

haa... korg jgn salah anggap plak.. bkn i okie y ckp cmtu... de la sorg mamat nih mmg back-up gila teacher shida tuh.. hohoho.. ade ape2 ke? itu i sendiri pun xtau but mamat nih bley tahan gak an... *gatai* apapun semoga korg bahagia lah.. i bknnye amik port sgt sbnrnye sal teacher shida nih, but ble dah rmai dok ckp sal dia tetiba ase berminat n then try la jengok2 video kt youtube tuh.... ni la mamat tuh!!!

I dream about him, again, last night! And the strange part is, during the day Ive been thinking about him less and less... but mr. falling in love pun ade in that dream. OMG, I love that dream ♥ Kan best kalau jadi kenyataan. Hmm so. What am I gonna right here? I have nothing to write lah.. i think i need to get a pet. and since i cant have a cat or rabbit, maybe i should get myself a pair of tortoise.. at least they're not too hassle to take care of. :)

'I love you' Means that I accept you for the person that you are And I do not wish to change you into someone else It means that I will love you and Stand by you even through the worst of time It means loving you when you are in a bad mood or Too tired to do things i want to do It means loving you when you are down, Not just when you are fun to be with I love you means i know your deepest secrets and I do not judge you for them Asking in return that you don't judge me for mine It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and That I love you enough to not let go Its means that I'll be okay when you are with her Loving you means standing by you Even when I'm ripping my heart piece by piece

been having trouble sleeping since the day before. its like my body is tired but my eyes wont shut. sigh! i need sleep!! neways, been hanging out with my bff make me hepi. we could hang out at mcd for 3-4 hours and never stop talking. after that we go to window shopink and do nothing but talk, talk and talk. we can just talk bout anything and everything. ada je topic. well, aLmOst 3 yeArs kot I didn't meet her and lastly we are lepaking at secret recipe before balik. i think we need a little break from each other for few days ;)

Jealousy or envy is a feeling (or emotion) people get when they want what others have. This is a negative feeling. When someone is jealous of someone else, he or she usually dislikes the other person.These particular emotions are usually caused by a person having a certain object or quality which you desire but can't obtain. Cemburu..... Jealous.... itu memang SIFAT yang tedapat dalam diri seorang WANITA... itu LUMRAH.. bukan sengaja kami nak cemburu buta terhadap insan yang bernama LELAKI...tapi kalau da SAYANG.. perasaan itu akan datang dgn sendri nyer.. kami x pernah PINTA sifat CEMBURU itu untuk hadir dalam hidup kami.... OMG!!! N0w i'm in jeal0usy m0od.. U kn0w what, mr.fallinginlove wishing a hepi besday wishes f0r one 0f my x-classmate using w0rd ''baby''.. ''happy birthday baby.'' SERIOUS SPEAKING... i'm very3 jeal0us k0t! tp wt abiskn msa td0 je. I je y rsa, pdahal dia x rsa ape pun.. I must try t0 sleep. T0m0rr0w i hav a d...

OMG!!! yOu know what, I miss him so much... but I can't text him. . .I just miss him so much I dont know why. I really dont quite know what to say. I just met him last two weeks. And now, what? I miss him so much that's the only thing I can say as of now. I don't know if this is for real or not, but all I know is I'm happy that I have him for a moment, and that's all the matters now. his getting too busy lately... but, yeahh..as i love you deeply.. i miss you badly.. his day was full with assignment and preparation for his exam... hmmm...abOut 3 days his not online..but today his update his facebook status.. I feel so happy even I just read all the comments in his page... you know what, i always look at his page when I miss him... and I dont know whether he know or not... hee... I miss you so much sir ***** *******

why do i still feel the same? like nothing has change. its still the same old same old things. except that im a bit happier than what i used to be. its not like im not grateful for everything that i have now, its just that.. i think i expected a lot more than this. im not used to this kind of situation. kinda sick of it but gotta hang on to it. sigh. i need to get away from here. away from everything and everyone. go on a vacation or something, somewhere beachy so that i can clear my head. i think its coming back. or maybe im thinking too much.

anyways, its a tradition that whenever its a school holiday there will be a bunch of wedding being held all around. so recently i stumbled upon someone's blog and she just got married with the same guy that she was with when i first knew her. saw the pictures and video from her wedding, it was so beautiful and I sangat jealous. so now whenever i see pics of people that i know getting engaged or married, i feel sad & super jealous. cause i wanna get marry too! few years back, i was not the type of girl that wants to get marry early or even thought of getting marry. if someone were to asked me then when will i get marry, my answer will be "never kott". but i met someone that i saw myself marrying, have kids and future with that change my whole perspective towards marriage. however shit happened and it made me want to get marry even more just to get over the single life and not having to go through the "getting to know" phase. so.. yeah... lets get married!! ...

mr.fallinginlove... whoever you are, ~only you can make me feel this way.

Ceh,tajuk entry ialah lirik lagu.haha~ sangaaat suke lagu ni.. tgh gileee ngan lagu ni. . rase mcm best je bile ada laki nyanyikan lagu ni utk I. makin lame,makin ramai kawan2 yang kawin n tunang. sume tu sebaya lak tu! kadang2 I terpk gak, mcm mane la mereka2 ni mengumpul duit.. I ni mcm susah je..huh~ tp pk2 balik,mungkin jodoh mereka dah sampai. sonang cite..hehe. lagipon bile pk2 balik, I ni dh la nk mcm2.. sO kne kumpul duit utk 'mcm2' yg I nak tu. hahaha~ tp xpe,kumpul je mane yang termampu. if jodoh dah sampai,langsung jugak nnt.. tp I ni lain skit,kekadang rase mcm nk kawin cpt. kekadang rase mcm nk kawin lambat. ape kene nye ntah I bleh terpk cmtu.huhu.. tp btul tau,nape ntah kekadang I rasee mcm nk kawin lmbt.. nak enjoy,nak lepak2 lagi. nak kejar dlu cita2.. nk dptkn dlu ape y I nk dlm idup nih... klau dah jodoh x kemana kn... isk,biar je la.tungguuu je la nnt.haha~ "For the rest of my life, I'll be with you, I'll stay by your side honest and true, Till ...

do you have any idea how it feels like when you really feels like telling a person what she or he should know? the feelings and the heart ache inside you when you cant let it out.. its like something stuck in your chest you wish you could just shout it out loud! but when you choose not to tell them, then you won't be at peace yourself and you just wanna tell them for the sake of them, not for your own benefit.. why do you still feel as if its a burden for them to know about it?? i honestly have no idea what am i talking about right now.. coz i dunno if there is a right word to say it.. but i will say it one fine day..

First thing first, I really don't know what I should write.So, i was thinking about a few random topics,FRIEND, FRIENDSHIP! LOL! okay i gonna write something about this! I know the word FRIENDSHIP is very cliche enough to be wrote but it's okay though...^^ I was google-ing to find a few poems and quotes over the cyberspace about FRIENDSHIP, so i got a bunch of them, what a relief...from the poems above --->you are my friend, my companion, through good times and bad,my friend my buddy, through happy and sad,beside me you stand, beside me you walk, you are there to listen, you are there to talk,with happiness with smiles, with pain and tears, i know you will be there, through out the years! This poem is so amazing, it contains a lot of meaning, i wonder if there is a friend of mine would think the same way like the poet does...hurm... i will be very happy if everybody thinks the same way like the poet does. This poem is so pure, a friend's feeling toward another. "My ...

I love how you look at me funny when I say something stupid. I love how you make me happy. I love how you smile when I see you. I love how you laugh when I say something random, or stupid. I love the face you make when I snort when I laugh. I love how you ask me if I’m alright when I cant stop laughing. I love how you make me feel. I love how you say sweet things to me. I love how I can talk to you for hours about anything, and you listen, and I listen. I love how I get nervous when I see you, but feel more comfortable with you than I do with anyone else. I love how you insist everything will be alright, and make me feel at ease. I love everything about you mr.falling in love

entah la, rase macam dah tade kawan. kalau hari hari hidup online je. type je sampai pro sampai salah type sampai pening whatever. dah tuka topic. hee. tak tau la sape yang bace blog ni, hoho. here we go, ni cerita lama which is last semester, take note. kadang kadang tu rase macam, susah sangat nak cari kawan, yang betul betul kawan. close friends? BANYAK. tayah cakap la kan. best friend? SIKIT. adela certain people yang saye anggap dia best friend forever la mcm tu, tapi tatau la kan bagi dia. 1st situation susah kot kalau kita dah start rapat dengan someone tu, and all of sudden dia rapat dengan orang lain sampai ignore kita macam kita ni dah tak wujud je. sakit hati kan? fikir balik, mungkin kita bukan kawan yang baik untuk dia, dan dia bukan kawan yang baik untuk kita. cari je yang lain, banyak lagi. yeah, better think positive dari terus rase sakit hati kan? 2nd situation perempuan dengan lelaki, susah nak jadi best friend sebenarnya. well, rintangan dan halangan, etc. haha. mean...

peeps, I've finally met Him. i get the chance to met Him.. i mean my lovely mr. fallinginlove.. weee.. he's busy with his job~ marking papers and we just talk, talk and talk but i miss Him tho immediately when i left Seri Iskandar. haha.. funny.. we had nothing than i just heard Him nagging like always he do. but just so you know, he makes me want to be a better person. He inspires me to do things I never felt I could and he inspires me to success in life.. haha.. and one more thing, dia kata i dah makin berisi.... okay i seriously need to cut down on my sleeping time. coz too much sleep makes my cheek super bloated.so starting from today, im gonna try to wake up early everyday, do something productive and stop myself from having a nap in the middle of the afternoon. need to start exercising, find a hobby or something useful to do and get out of the house more often. need to start diet! so im gonna wake up at 8am and clean up my wardrobe and also the room! need to star...

One that I can ever think and always lingers in my mind : WASTING TIME WITH EVERYTHING IN THE INTERNET! there are times when I can't control myself, I go here and there jumping from site to site. And then I'll go : What? Dah 2 jam? I usually stop. . . . . . But it lasts only for few minutes and then I'll start to browse again. How bad is that? You tell me. This really happens when I didn't discipline and motivate myself at the first place. When people do not have any aims in achieving something, they tend to get carried away and might probably lost their tracks, kan? (:

everyday, I force myself to fight back the urge. the urge to text or call you.. . . "When I see your face There's not a thing that I would change Cause you're amazing Just the way you are And when you smile, The whole world stops and stares for awhile Cause girl you're amazing Just the way you are" Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are I'm fall in love dgn lagu nie mse first time denga :) * fly.fm selalu main lagu nie kan ? n I tgk kt wall si dia pun ade gak lagu nih.. maybe dia pun minat ngn lagu nih en... btw, day after day I realized that maybe we have a chemistry *ahaks~ perasannye kn! but.. many things that we are both like and dislike are the same things... =)

hey, you know what... I really miss you... no one else that I miss. only you... seri iskandar! LOL :P i really miss seri iskandar bcz i miss mr.fallinginlove. 

~first thing first thax to my "boyfriend of the day". you safe my life dis afternoon. hahaha... me : its really simple to say past is past, you need to move on to see the future, but how can I move on when my past is the only thing I ever wanted in the future? BOTD: but, the reality is, we could have what is not for us... we could not have it even how hard we try, we prays and we hope. just can't... me : actually, I don't want something perfect, I just want something real. something between two of us, something we both feel.. BOTH: life is all about choices, please make the right choice based on decision...

No matter how many times I denyiest it. I’ll always remember evry detail, moment and piece of memeories with you...

Rindu...itu jelah yg boleh diungkap buat masa ni. Setiap hariku tatap wajahmu,betul ni!!yelah,tiap kali buka laptop terus online..bila online kat facebook pulak mesti nak buka page wajah tersayang ni..

dear mr. falling in love , you know what... my hands get sweaty my tummy got butterflies and i get all nervous just because you came online you may not be perfect in many things but many things wouldn't be prefect without you.. the way you walk the way you talk and the the way you call my name.. it's just beautiful What's on my mind : your voice, your name, your laugh, your smile or everything that's got to do with you

Deep down inside, I am frustrated. I did not want this to happen but it happened eventually. I had never thought about pointing fingers at you but if only that you realize that life isn't that fair and life isn't that easy. If only that you realize that. If you open up your eyes for once and really feel what I feel the world may change to a better place and our lives might not be that shitty. I'm not mad but I'm only frustrated. Please don't get upset with me when my moods are swinging from trees to trees. You have to understand. I am just a girl who is happy to see you and eventually not happy when she is not able to have what she wanted to have regardless whatever shit that is happening. Well, as I said, life is not always beautiful. Same goes with me, same goes with everybody. I'm frustrated and things can never be the same. Deal with that.

OMG....i miss him so much...today i was missing someone that far away from me.. too far n never mind...i will be with you... two weeks to go.... my practical training will finish..all that i know, i wanna go and see him..... i'll make sure i will go to see him.. can't wait for that~ *xsbr sgt nk jmpe mr.fallinginlove ~

If You're Not The One If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my husband? I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this much is true We'll make it t...

I felt horrible yesterday, honestly I still care about and love him. Lots of stuff happened. i already done the “get over him” and “mend my broken heart” goal…but this…still i cant:( i dont know, tho i know in my heart that im over him, im okay without him, ive accepted the fact that he is not gonna come back…but still, i still think about him, those memories…( i dont know why…its hard, but no, i dont want him back..i just missed him, and i think about him…but maybe because he has been special, and i know, he will not gonna be out of mind that easily…so maybe soon…his thoughts will no longer be matter anymore…i hope soon, i’ll stop thinking about him and how we use to be…someday. Not now, maybe never. But I hope for one day. But now-a-days I don't think about him as much as I did before. And I came to the conclusion it is a complete waste of my time thinking about even the possibility of it happening. At the time in my life where it may be possible it may turn out, he's not ...

did you believe that i have add s0meone that i don't want to add??? hmm..after i add her, it makes me feel more sad... you know what!,she is still confirm me and i d0n't know why... i know she was on9 30 minutes after i add her... this make me feel so hurt... and this feeling so hard to cover up.. OMG, please la..if you still wanting be fren with me,why not you just confirm me???? *urgh!!!*

Desert Rose Why do you live alone If you are sad I'll make you leave this life Are you white, blue or bloody red All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand The winds of time You knock me to the ground I'm dying of thirst I wanna run away I don't know how to set me free to live My mind cries out feeling pain I've been roaming to find myself How long have I been feeling endless hurt Falling down, rain flows into my heart In the pain I'm waiting for you Can't go back No place to go back to Life is lost, Flowers fall If it's all dreams Now wake me up If it's all real Just kill me I'm making the wall inside my heart I don't wanna let my emotions get out It scares me to look at the world Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes I tried to drown my past in grey I never wanna feel more pain Ran away from you without saying any words What I don't wanna lose is love Through my eyes Time goes by like tears My emotion's losing the color of li...

i'm miss jealousy??? huhuhu...mmg pun...n that what i feel just n0w.. you know what, i'm very very jealous with one of his student.. hahaha...thats sound like i'm not matured right? but i really mean it.. can you just imagine that every status that his update that girl will always comment and you know what, mr.falling in love birthday is around the corner and that girl will give him surprise...huh...i feel just like...*sigh* i dont know.. but mmg betul2 jeles ngn that girl.. whatever pun i have to accept it...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

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