Life is Nothing Without Love

sandwich + twister orange ♥ hu..hu..hu.. tiap kali kls Bel, nih je la yg sir slalu pesan 4 his breakfast.... hmm..tak boring ke ek? air twister tu smpai dorg sume dah pnggil air sir ash****, dah tak pnggil air twister lg dah... hmm.... kuat gak kn pengaruh sir nih... sjk sir nih mengajar, rmai yg ske cite2 sal dia. dia itu la, ini la... haha, almaklumlah first time dpt lec semuda dia. tp dia best la gak, even ada yg tak brapa ske kt dia.

To love without condition, to talk without intention, to give without expectation, and to care without reason.. that is the heart of a true friend.. So, how true can a friend be? i have this friend..whom i believed was being true.. but lately i have some doubts..is she really my friend? well..why would i say that, you wonder.. hmm.. usually friendship can change in a matter of seconds if it concerned the other species of human being. in my case, a guy. only with the presence of a guy can u tell whether your friendship is worth fighting for. well,this friend of mine.. she sorta mess with a guy i'm "in" for. could it be that she doesn't know about my feelings? (which i think is so so obvious. especially considering the fact that she's actually my "friend". i mean.. come on! *roll eyes*) or can she juz be cruelly mean? and then there are some other friends..whom i don't know whether i can trust. coz they seem so nice in my presence, yet can be so secret...

I'm confused. Pelik bila ada orang yang kata dia 'cinta' tapi dalam masa yang sama... dia tak percaya. Pada saya, dalam perhubungan..kena ada percaya. TRUST. I dont know. Just that things are so weird this days. People kill out of jealousy. It's happening. Telefon beratus ribu kali just to check .. is your love one with someone else? Who text her/him? Who's on the line with her/him? Checking her/his facebook inbox? Buzz into her/his email? Read all her/his text msgs? CRAZY. That is not love... Thats obsession! Yes dear. It is an obsession. Bila saya mengalami masalah ni dulu. RIMAS. BENCI pun ada. and i decided to say GoodBYE. So, jangan sampai pasangan anda meninggalkan anda hanya kerana obsesssion yang kononnya CINTA tu...

A big question marked there. sometimes i think i am but most of the time no. To entangle my worries in my hectic head i decided to take a test and the result are as you can see down here... haha am more than half! this proved that i am nearly perfectionist. Hey Miss Perfect!..;) Sometimes being a perfectionist makes you tend to do your project perfectly and neatly. thats the good part of it but the cons of it that when you do something you expect good result from, but when the result came out the opposite of excellent,you get depressed or stressed out easily!! trust me! it really do happen to me! i'm trying now to push aside the disadvantages of being a perfectionist. let me have the good side of it..;) You Are 87% Perfectionist You're a total perfectionist. So go ahead and congratulate yourself on a "perfect" score. The truth is, everyone is sick of living up to your standards. And you're probably even sick them yourself. http://www.blogthings.com/areyouaper...

Mr.fallinginlove: “We start our class with surah Al-Fatihah.” “Okay. Do you still remember about my cousin that was married in Alor Star? Yesterday I was see his mum and I was so shock when I know that my autie has tumor on her brain. I don’t know what to say because I was so shock at that time. My aunt is very secretive, she always ‘simpan’ something with other people. Some times, in life we have to share with other people about our feeling because it can make you stress. Health Management, ya… how to control stress? Actually the best way to control strees is exercise. Don’t you reliaze it? Exercise can control your stress. So, control your food and do exercise.” “You know, my friend told me I am ‘ceret’ when I speak in Malay. Oh… I don’t think so. Do you think like that? I don’t think so but it is actually always happen when I in supermarket, Mcd’s and so on. I sound silly when I speak in Malay? Do you know who is talk like that?” “Syarifah Amani…” I answer it. “Yes, Syarifa...

I should't love you but I want you I just can't turn away.. I should't see you but I can't move.. I con't look away... and I don't know how to be fine when I'm not coz I don't know how to make feeling stop.. just so you know this feeling taking control of me..  

‘he’ was cancel a class because he's feeling not well. Hmm… so bored coz I have to wait for another class at 12 pm.. Actually I’m quite worried about him… Last monday, he get a chough.. and today he feeling not well.. Maybe he gets a fever… By the way, I hope he will return to health and I always pray that he will always in the pink of health… The most important is, hopefully he will come tomorrow…. I think I miss him…. Even though last Monday I have met him…. With his pretty smile…. Oh… You make me feel so ………. And yes, I'm falling now. AGAIN. . . Always fall for the wrong guy. Is it me? Is something is wrong with me?

Have you ever been crush/ obsessed/ love to your lecturer? Me? maybE.. OMG!!! See, when I first met this lecturer whom I have a sort of crush on now, he didn't create a very good impression on me. Mostly because I felt that he was boring and long-winded. He such a bias person who are will praised people that just pretty for him and don’t know, that’s all make me feel so frustrated. As a lecturer, he couldn’t act like that right? Could he be such a hypocrite then? Won’t there be like two side of him. Time passed and soon I got used to his accent. His teaching style was still not that great but he made the effort to make classes more interesting and fun with his funny antics. From there, I started to like him a bit more everyday. I knew he had the potential for me to like him even more as a teacher. All that was needed was a small spark to light the fire. I realized that he is very friendly, funny and very approachable guy but he is way up there! In fact, if you ask m...

hey pepsss!!! you know what? today he make me crush again and again.. actually it's something normal when I said thank you and then he just say okay with his pretty smile...but... yesterday when I said thank you, he make a cute smile...OMG... I think I was fallin' in love with him just now... I feel comfortable with him and with his style.. I felt so happy everytime I see him and he was so funny guy...With his facial expression...and..Whatever.... Oh God what is this feeling? Why would I have this feeling if we have been made not for being together? God, if YOU made him for me, show me. If not, help me... Please... sir, Saya tak sedar sejak bila saya sayangkn sir Perasaan tu wujud tanpa saya sedar Sir, salahkah saya mencintai sir dalam diam? Saya dah cuba hindari perasaan ni tapi makin saya hindari, makin ia bercambah. Sir, you know what.. everytime sir senyum kat saya, saya tak tahu nak cakap apa sebab senyuman sir buat hati saya berdegup laju.

Last semester study ni, ada seorang lecturer muda dan handsome. Handsome ke? hu hu… Mr. A****** atau nama penuhnya A**** A******. Dia ajar subjek English for Profesional Purpose. Umur dia 26 tahun. First time I tengok dia rasa macam tak percaya je. Yelah, selama I kat UiTM ni, I tak pernah dapat lecturer semuda dia. I mean “lelaki”. Specky, fair, spiky hair. Ohoh… just the type of man I’d like to have around. First class for this sem memang kelas dia. Kteorang need to introduced diri masing-masing and jawab a few question yang dia tanya. Tapi tak semua orang yang dia minat nak tanya. Soalan yang dia tanya I plak.. hobby.. haha. Then dia tanye kenape la,itu la, ini la.. lame jugak la.. then after kitaorang semua habis introduce diri masing-masing dia tanya.. “Any question?” time tu I bisik je kot ngan Ain yang I nak tau birthday dia. Then tetibe Fizi yang duduk blakang I cakap “A was interest with you.” Nasib baik dia tak dengar. Kalau tak, mati I. Fizi memang nak kena. Yang Ain pulak s...

I dapat post as Personal assistant kot. hee~ besh gak sbnrnye jd personal assistant nih... I kne jd PA for Prof. Madya Dr. Mohd Sabrizaa B Abd. Rashid. Head of KUTAI. he was a kind lecturer a.k.a my employer..hik hik~ tempat i kat bilik prof kt tingkat atas sekali, yg juga dikenali sbg KUTAI (Knowledge & Understanding of Tropical Architecture & Interior). for 5 days here i have to prepared the brochure, letter, invitation card, posters and so on for Simposium Nusantara Ke-7, Warisan Budaya Negeri Perak 2010 that will be held on 23 March 2010. for all that work, i have to deal all the thing with Corporate Unit. in case, if something goes wrong, the corporate unit will make it right. And today is actually my last day here. i will miss uolss...all the corporate unit staff. abg Ijam, abg Wan, and en. Azizan. and i will miss bilik pm yg sgt cntik ni. last but not least, lecturer-lecturer kat FSPU sume mmg baik. staff kt office pun oke. it's the best working experi...

Outstanding personality. Loves family, friends and HIM (mr.fallinginlove). Passion in music & photography. Obsessed in performing arts. Craving for chocolates, cakes and colorful candies. Shopping is a must. Love music that could feed my mind. Love staring up into the sky at night searching for stars and making a wish. Love to Imagine. Full of dreams. Full of hope. that's me. Ariana Erisya~ *bkn nme sbnr. :P p/S: i blogging because of him.. :) my sweetheart... mr.fallinginlove. theres so many thing that i want to share about him here.. ;)