my true friends..?

To love without condition, to talk without intention, to give without expectation, and to care without reason.. that is the heart of a true friend.. So, how true can a friend be? i have this friend..whom i believed was being true.. but lately i have some doubts..is she really my friend? well..why would i say that, you wonder.. hmm.. usually friendship can change in a matter of seconds if it concerned the other species of human being. in my case, a guy. only with the presence of a guy can u tell whether your friendship is worth fighting for. well,this friend of mine.. she sorta mess with a guy i'm "in" for. could it be that she doesn't know about my feelings? (which i think is so so obvious. especially considering the fact that she's actually my "friend". i mean.. come on! *roll eyes*) or can she juz be cruelly mean? and then there are some other friends..whom i don't know whether i can trust. coz they seem so nice in my presence, yet can be so secretive at times. making me feel like i'll never fit in. like i'll never be one of them.. which makes me question myself "why the heck would u wanna be frenz with those who doesn't wanna befriend u??" how stupid can i be? but my heart is still secretly hoping that someday somehow i WILL fit in. hmm.. but do i really want to? *urghh..* then there are those friends.. who seem to always care for me, always there when i need them the most.. always willing to lend a helping hand, always there with a smile, even when we're both crying.. the friend who offered u her shoulder for u to cry on, who hand u tissues n juz let u cry.. those are the ones worth holding on to, becoz friendz like dat are special gems dat can only be found in the deepest ocean.. n they deserved a very special place in ur heart.. i am lucky.. for i have found that special friends.. so..to those beloved friends.. i wanna thank u from the bottom of my heart..coz u were there when i need u the most..n that means a lot to me.. i luv u guys so so much.. If A KiSs Is WaTeR, I gIvE U tHe SeA. If A HuG iS A LeAf, I'lL GiVe U a TrEe.. If LoVe Is A pLaNeT, I'lL gIvE u A gAlAxy.. If FrIeNdShIp Is LiFe, I'lL gIvE u ME..

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  1. Pat Kapau1 April 2010 at 09:53

    what r u talking about??? i don understeng....huawwwaahh...
    sometimes, we need to stand on our own... even so hard or what...
    for me, even people around me always misjudge about me, even my fren, i cant do anything..
    before this, myb i'm not like this, but life teach me a lot....
    life teach me to trust no one even your close partner....
    but, sometimes, we need to judge ourself,what we have done today, what we have said ...because we are human...always not perfect...sometimes what we feel is not like what people see and judge....so,i remember myself and to you to, to judge and change all weaknesses that we have............

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