Life is Nothing Without Love

I percaya kalau ada jodoh , Allah akan pertemukan I dengan 'si dia' kelak . so, if I tak nak buat praktikal kat SI pun bukanlah bermakna I takde jodoh dengan dia. even if i praktikal kat situ but if Allah dah tetapkan yang jodoh I bukan dengan dia, sama juga kan.. better i think for myself first kot. i have to love myself more than him. mr.fallinginlove ~ cinta ini hanya untuk kamu sayang ini hanya milik kamu rindu ini hanya untuk kamu untuk kamu janji ini hanya untuk kamu rasa ini hanya untuk kamu hati ini hanya untuk kamu selamanya untuk kamu

"kuatkan hati..jgn terlalu mengikut kata hati yg hadir tika diri sedang dalam kerunsingan.sbb mse tu kite x kan dpt fikir dgn tenang.cume 1 i** nk a*** smpn & slalu igt dlm hati.."jika ssrg itu mmg ditakdirkan utk kite walau mcm mane jauh sekalipun dia pergi, dia akan tetap hadir semula dlm hidup kite..tp andai dia bkn diciptakan utk kite walau sekuat mane pn usaha kite utk melindunginya agar terus berada dgn kite dia akan tetap pergi jua a***.."i** paham apa yg a*** rase..i** tau a***.. i** tau mcm ne rase sakitnya hati ini andai org yg kite syg mula berubah perangai & jd org lain.x sama mcm mane yg kite mula2 jumpe dia dlu.tp i** x nk tgk kwn i** lemah...i** nk tgk a*** kuat.perjalanan kite msh jauh a***..msh bnyk dugaan yg menanti utk kite.. I** doakan a*** dipertemukan dgn org yg btol2 dpt mencintai a*** sepenuh hati & menerima diri a*** seperti mana a*** yg sbnrnye.. Lagi 1, ida nk a*** bljr btol2..tumpukan pd stdy.jgn sia2kan mase stdy ni a***..pastikan...

I’m typing my flow of life here, inversing it from feelings to words. Sometimes it might be difficult to inverse it, differentiate it from feeling to words. I wish I could scan my feelings and make it appear in sort of drawings or so. There’s time when I couldn't control my feelings. It’s awkward as time runs so fast that u wish it slows down. Moving on, I think I need to think twice to decide whether is it seri iskandar is the best choice for my practical training.. I have to make sure that am I really want to work there or it just because mr.fallinginlove are working there.. Well, we don't always get all thing to go our way kan. And MAN, it's too difficult to understand them.. Actually yesterday is was my birthday and I got free calling for maxis-maxis.. and then I called all my friend from seri iskandar included mr.fallinginlove. But I can't reach him and the line is like bz. So I decided to send him a short message. And then he replied, 'who is this?' Ok...

As everyone know, 14 February is valentine day... And today I nak copy paste mr.fallinginlove punye status.. Sorry :P “hari-hari pun cinta. hari-hari pun sayang. hari-hari pun boleh bagi bunga, boleh bagi coklat. hari-hari pun boleh jadi sweet seperti bukakan pintu ke, pegangkan kerusi di restoran ke. hari-hari pun istimewa. tak perlu tunggu valentine's day!” (mr.fallinginlove,2012) but its sounds familiar right? Hmm... but I can’t remember kat mane I pernah bace this quote... It's been like so last season since I update and along with the time I have been through enough, the pain that I couldn't endure, the pain that I never even think off would happen at least not by someone I put faith on. Actually da lame I deactivate my fb and today I activate balik.. but suddenly I saw my pic with FS yang ade sijarum between us.. sakit hati sangat bla bace komen-komen dorg about that picture. Well, if you mature enough la kan.. will you canang-canang all the thing that has be...