valentine vs. FS +++

As everyone know, 14 February is valentine day...

And today I nak copy paste mr.fallinginlove punye status.. Sorry :P

“hari-hari pun cinta. hari-hari pun sayang. hari-hari pun boleh bagi bunga, boleh bagi coklat. hari-hari pun boleh jadi sweet seperti bukakan pintu ke, pegangkan kerusi di restoran ke. hari-hari pun istimewa. tak perlu tunggu valentine's day!” (mr.fallinginlove,2012)

but its sounds familiar right? Hmm... but I can’t remember kat mane I pernah bace this quote...
It's been like so last season since I update and along with the time I have been through enough, the pain that I couldn't endure, the pain that I never even think off would happen at least not by someone I put faith on.

Actually da lame I deactivate my fb and today I activate balik.. but suddenly I saw my pic with FS yang ade sijarum between us.. sakit hati sangat bla bace komen-komen dorg about that picture. Well, if you mature enough la kan.. will you canang-canang all the thing that has been past??? YES!!!! Past is past la kan.. but this girl is damn shit tak abis-abis nak kutuk I psal boyfie dia. Helloooooo... you ingat I nak sangat ke kt boyfie you tu... dah la TUA, TAKDE MASE DEPAN, KUAT MENIRU, KUAT MEROKOK, PEMALAS and whatsoever lagi kan... if kteorg pernah ade affair or whatsoever, it’s enough kn!! Kenapa plak nak cite-cite sampai satu UiTM tu tau? And for your information, I takde la tergila-gilakan your boyfie tu as you wrote kt fb tu. One more thing, this one guy “sipokteh” .. dia rasa dia hebat la kot dapat introduce I kat the whole student kat UiTM tu yang I pernah ada affair dengan FS. tak boleh ke matured sikit. Umo pun lebey kurang sebaye ngan mamat tua tu so paham-pahamla kan. I know, you all ni memang kaki kutuk.. slalu buat round table and then kutuk-kutuk whoever yang korang tak suke and then ignore that person.. satu tahun tu dah cukup untuk I kenal you all, malah tak sampai satu tahun pun I dah nampak you all punye attitude.. Attitude yang agak KOLOT tu. tak tau la dari planet mane you all sume ni datang..

For FS, if you brave enough la kan. Kenapa you tak ajar je girl you tu cara hormat hak peribadi orang? you memang PENGECUT. I know, you saje nak berlagak cool kan sebab semua orang cite pasal kita and I know you lebih rasa cool when you know that all the girls fighting just because of you.. but for me.. please la... i’m not kinda kids.. i’m not kinda your gf yang tak abis-abis tak puas ati dengan I.. ape lagi yang dia tak puas hati I pun tak tahu.. sedangkan dia dah dapat you.. dia ingat bagus sangat ke cite-cite pasal dia dapat you and whatever... Please la... korang kalau btol nak kawen sekalipun, I don’t give a damn laaaaa.. who cares!!!!

I just nak mention that PAST IS PAST. Setahu I, da lame da I setel pasal ni...If you baru tau skalipun perlu ke you ungkit balik cite yang dah basi ni????

For sijarum. Muka kau tu xtau la berapa byk plastik kau tempek kan.. Depan2 I, baik je but actually mcm2 kau buat cite psal I behind my back. Kau mesti igt aku tak tau kan yg kau x suka aku, kau kutuk2 aku kt fb bagai tu.. For your information, aku da lme tau psal kau.. Sb tu ble kau buat2 baik ngan aku, aku rasa nk tampar je muka kau. Aku tau kau suka kt FS tu. Sb tu kau huru harakan hubungan aku ngan FS tu smpai jadi jarum bgai pi cucuk sara tu. And congrats, kau berjaya buat sara pandang aku ni prmpuan yg gedik, mengada-ngada and so on. Tqsm.. First time ade org ckp aku ni gedik. Well, if korg kwn ngn I or x kwn skalipun you all bley nmpk kn mcm mne prangai I.sara tu x sme kls ngn I so dats y dia percaya sgt ckp si jarum. Tlg la.. I'm tiring being in this situation.
















For all those yang da komen-komen tu:

If you have nothing nice to say about someone, just keep yourself quiet, because sometime, what you say (wrote) simply reflect on HOW LOW YOUR WAY OF THINKING… I'm sorry to say this, but by knowing my name, my story, you think you can judge me? hell no. Sorry for being a bit harsh. Oh yeah,I wonder, sape la yang suke spread macam2 cerita pasal saye. I think I already knw who.

"just remember that life is a cycle just like the earth circulating the orbit. today you judge me, tomorrow other people could judge you. Ain't life is so sweet or it's simply a bitch?" (mr.fallinginlove,2008)

I start wondering that would mr.fallinginlove will laugh at me if I’m telling him that I love him so much. Would he act like them? I don’t think so sb I know mr.fallinginlove is more mature than them.. than FS tu.. even FS tu muda setahun je dari mr.fallinginlove. but now I takut sangat nak hadapi ape yang akan berlaku after I bagitau mr.fallinginlove. I dah plan, I dah siapkan dah notes untuk dia cuma I tak pasti nak teruskan or tak. Nevertheless, I think I nak buat praktikal kat seri iskandar. So, why not I use that time kn? Cuma takut nanti, entah-entah dia dah nak kawen or maybe masa I bagitau tu dia dah jadi suami orang… so, if ade jodoh, adelah..

*setiap manusia ada kekurangan dan kelebihan tersendiri.bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada..sesungguhnya Allah dah aturkan elok2 kekurangan dan kelebihan diri kita nii..tak payah nak judge orang lebih2. tolonglah sedar diri yaaa..what goes around comes around la*

Tqvm to dyna who are willing to hear my prob, to syida.. yg sudi bg semangat and to aniza, who are willing to call me and hear this problem. Tqvm. You all are my best buds forever..

"Act as if nothing happened. Be happy. Show them you doing just great. Jgn nmpak kita terkesan ngn bnda-bnda tak penting mcm tu. You just don't care." (Dyna,2012)

Lastly, Say whatever you wanna say but I'm still think that I'm awesomeeeee :D that lovely taylor swift pun pnh kena dumped and broken hearted hehe well, this is just nothing, compare to what I've gone through.

And hopefully, everything is gonna be okay soon :)
So, nothing much to talk about.
I spend most of my time with this lappy, or sometimes reading novel and lying on my bed.
Live my life to the fullest :D

Thanks anyways. Alhamdulillah, thanks for all the pahala too. It is now between 'u' n god. ' WHATEVER ' *roll eyes and flip shawl at the same time HAHA

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