♥ the more i try to forget...... ♥

everyday is just like a must to see his name. i mean, everytime i do my work, my task.. i always accidently found his name.. i can't find a way to forget him even for a second. today i has been assigned to update the personal file in file room. there's a lot of letter that i must update to all the lecturers from accaunt faculty, business and management, art and design and also 'akademi pengajian bahasa' APB. there's a lot of letter include the salary and accidently i found mr.fallinginlove salary. and now i know how much his salary.. other than that i also must organize the letter, mc and salary base on their date.. the latest date must be in front of all the date. when i was organize mr.fallinginlove file, i found out his SPM result and his Bachelor Degree result plus his master result. and i'm a bit shock because it's under my expectation.. well, before this i think he has a good grade for his SPM and Degree but when i saw it, it just like i'm the one that more "ok" compared to him but whatever.. past is past rite? moreover his course is more tuff them me kot! hee~ he's also took Mandarin... and my result is much better than him... he's always got C for his mandarin paper.. but me.. for mandarin I,II and III i always got B+.. B+ jerk.. tu pun nk bangga kn... btw, last semester i target to get A for my mandarin but i don't know why laoshi like 'cakap tak serupa bikin'. he promise to give me an A but then i just got B+.. but it's better than C rite! hehe.... just so you know, for his master, i gonna say "WOW". his result is very good. for me laaa.. i even can't dream whether i will got that result or nit if i continue my studies. so, after this i have to study more harder to get better result than him. otherwise, nowadays it's so difficult to find a job. i mean a good job suitable with your qualification. even you have a diploma with 'Anugerah Naid Canselor' skalipun, it's still difficult to get a job tau.. from my experience la.. eh, not me.. my friend.. now she's still working at the factory nearest her house.. orite, that's it for today.. hoping for the best for the next. next and next days...

♥ i miss you mr.fallinginlove.. klau boley hari2 sy nk gi office awak ;)

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