Counting Stars, Counting Days, Counting the Future.. cOuld I?

Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep

Dreaming about the things that we could be

But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard,

Said, no more counting dollars

We'll be counting stars, yeah we'll be counting stars

I see this life like a swinging vine

Swing my heart across the line

And my face is flashing signs

Seek it out and you shall find

Old, but I'm not that old

Young, but I'm not that bold

I don't think the world is sold

I'm just doing what we're told

I feel something so right

Doing the wrong thing

I feel something so wrong

Doing the right thing

I could lie, coudn't I, could lie

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

Always and always dreaming about the things that we could be........ :P 

Almost 1 year I am in this company.. the first company that I work. nothing much that I can say. There is no increment at all and the bos told me that I must to wait until 1 year then I will get my increment. If they know how much I got from my salary, of course they will say " ko ni macam takde mase depan je. kje kat ctu gaji ciput padahal ko ade degree.. macam tu rugi la ko sambung dgree bertahun-tahun.".. maybe cuma perasaan. just feeling but I think all people need their satisfactory in their life. I admit that I am still not satisfied with my life and even I want to gain more in everything... Getting a better position with the best salary and so on.