puzzle~

Hello! How are you today! I hope this piece finds you well. One thing really bothers me though. That’s when i back form mr.fallinginlove office. I admit I go again to his office just to look up that does he reply my card. Because the card is still there and it make me curious to know why he hang there and then after I look at the card and it’s actually just an envelope without card. There is no card that I give to him. Maybe he kept it or maybe he has throw it. It’s okay if he throw it, I mention this for numerous time I think. Now, anything else that pops up on my mind is why he put all the love that I give on mdam I****** notice board? WHY? It just like an answer but I don’t really get what it mean? He reject me or what? Why not he just throw out that love? Why he must put in others notice board?

So, now he just only kept one yellow love or maybe he just throw it. It’s like a game you know.. game that I don’t know how to play and it’s like a question that I don’t know how to solve it. Sometimes I feel like things gonna be more complicated. I don’t know whether he know or not it was me and now I don’t know whether I should continue my plans or not. I start feel uncomfortable with all that he do. And one more thing, before hari raya he tell me that we can hang out after office hour but suddenly he change his mind and make it for lunch. Does he know that I wanna talk this thing on that day and then he try to avoid it with other reason. He makes me feel like I’m not going to tell everything to him plus lunch time is too short to discuss all the things that I wanna to tell him.