Well, to be perfectly honest, YES.

I go to his room to find out whether he come or not. suddently, omg... my days is always will turn like this.... jumpe dengan madam I****** again. "his not in, maybe he's got a class."

and then I just trun bawah and stay there. then tetibe i saw mr.fallinginlove ondaway from library. i'm pretty sure he will use that stairs then i just wait there and after nmpk dia naik I trus panggil. not so loud but he can still hear me.

today he keep asking me about the love and card from his secret admirer. he also mention about it before he asking me. he tell that he was so busy plus with the secret admirer with the love, love and so on. he even wanna me say YES or NO.. and i said NO. i don't know what will happen if i say YES. and yeah, it's not a suitable time for me to admit it. I'm so sorry mr.fallinginlove.

He is super duper busy. And I don’t know whether the answer of why he not reply my text is “ada text ke?” as usual is accepted or not.. maybe not. I don’t know dia buat apa je dengan henset mahal dia tu smpai message masuk pun dia tak perasan or maybe buat-buat tak perasan. But busy wil be a good answer for him to avoid me. Yes. Definitely.

"now, my priority is my work." but my priority is YOU. that is why i am still here. even semua dah abis praktikal. i sorang je yang tak abis-abis lagi coz i am waiting for you.

He have a few bundles of paper to check. Busy with his classes. Well, if dia tak cakap pun.. it’s his responsibility as lecturer. If he can’t handle all of that, why must he choose that career. And okay. Counting days .. end of this month. After this, he’s maybe in utara or selatan. I don’t know kat mane he prefer most. I’m not asking even though I really want to... But I know, he has choose one or two places. He just don’t want to tell me. He don’t want me to keep bother his life, maybe. It’s okay, after this there is nothing between us. And where ever you go. I pray the best for you and I will always do that.

we plan for another date. on this Thursday but he still can't promise that he will be free on that day. and because of it, I have to cancel my plan to back home. Dan I akan terus balik Dungun.

“Takde ape kt uitm nih..” yeah! Takde ape, plus you pun dah takde. So, no need to think of getting position here or whatever relate to uitm Seri Iskandar. There’s nothing here.

“Don’t try to avoid me.”
“I’m not avoid you, I’m just busy.”


admin story:
"Akak nak pesan, nanti esok-esok dapat jawatan besar, jangan buat staf macam tu. tengking-tengking macam tu. kalau tak libatkan maruah takpe. tp ni melibatkan maruah. kalau ye pun nak tengking-tengking, tutup la pintu tu dulu. . ni tak, satu office dengar. malu tau kena macam tu,. kalau ye pun bos, kena fikir jugak hati perasaan staf. tak boleh la buat macam tu. bila dia buat macam tu, orang boleh berdendam tau dengan dia sebab malu."


lately my big bos not in a good mood. especially after hari raya becasue last week we had an audit day and then today the auditor buat mesyuarat dengan my big bos and present apa yang tak kena dengan admin. Pn. A**** sangat garang. takut nak keje kt admin nih...

"dia nk semua perfect, tapi dia tak pernah faham perasaan staf. esok kamu jangan la jadi macam tu. ingat, walau sebesar manapun jawatan kamu, kamu kena jaga hati orang lain."